My Love || Na Jaemin

Chapter 19 : Ice cream.

I bumped into someone and quickly apologized and continued to find an Ice cream.

Then I felt a yank on my hair and it made me turn around to look at who did that.

Yoojung.

One of Hina's minions.

I couldn't do anything, She was the scariest one among the three. She would just watch Hina do everything but when she's alone... she's the queen.

She then tighten the grip on my hair, I held her wrists signalling to stop, oh god, please not now.

She then pushed me near to the counter.

I couldn't do anything, I couldn't even say a word, I could just beg her to stop with my eyes.

She walk up to me. "Just really... how many boys... do you have?" Then she slapped me.

I stumble to the ground, pushing myself up for support.

She then gripped on my hair then dragged me to the store's door. Holding me up. Looking for the boys I'm with.

Then she found them.

"Is this how your girl is?" She shouted. "This..." she looked at me up and down. "This disgusting."

Then she pushed me to the mini stairs.

[a:n *dies from laughter* im sorry 'mini stairs']

The stairs only has three steps so it didn't hurt that much.

I, again stumbled to the ground on this awesome looking sky.

The boys were about to go to me looking at me all worried.

I hated it.

I hated that they were looking at me.

Then that's when I lost it.

I looked at her. She looked back at me.

Then I glared at her.

"Yah, I said sorry right? I apologised to you. Didn't you hear that?" I said in a cool way while getting up.

"I just wanted some ice cream." I said walking up to her on the stairs again.

Then I grabbed her shoulder, looked at her smirking.

Then she slapped me again.

That's it, this bitch is getting it.

My eyes turned darker, Completely forgot that the boys were there too.

I stomp my feet on my way to her then grabbed her hair while walking down the stairs again.

"Yah, I was being polite. Why cant you just play nice too for once?" I said then tighten my grip on hair.

"You. Are. So." I said as I stepped om her foot. "Annoying."  Then I throw her to the wall beside the mini market.

I walked over her, towering above her.

"Do this again, and you'll regret that you did this to me." I said in a very strong tone.

I was about to slap her but I heard a voice.

          Then stopped.

My eyes were burning in hate then becoming sad, teary and shakey. Feeling ...

                                        s c a r e d

all of a sudden.

I turned my hand into fists holding myself from bursting.

Then I realised what happened. 

The scariest thing.

I was about to become another person.
                                          A     b a d  o n e .

And mostly she was scared. She stopped because ...

                  Jaemin was the one who called her to stop.

Yoojung saw me. I didn't move for a while, Then she took over me.

She stood up and ran to me and pushed me hard enough to make stumble to the ground.

This time ...

   I really couldn't do anything.

I was just letting her punch me in the face, I wasn't stopping her from doing it.

My eyes were teary.
He  s a w  me.

                                   My Love saw me beat this girl, named Yoojung infront of his eyes.

She finally stopped, seeing my eyes teary.
     She stood up, and said. "This is stupid."

My eyes turned to look at her, Asking her 'why?'

She leaned her hand in, Signalling me to take it and stand up.

"I shouldn't be like this." She said while I take her hand. "I decided to change." She paused.
"For good." 

"I-i-im really sorry... I w-was trying to stop myself from h-hurti-ng you." She was leaning in for a hug, trying to give me a hug.

"But I couldn't." The she hugged me. She whispered something to me and said "help me change, I couldn't help myself."

"I'm sorry. I'm- so-sorry"

Then I heard soft sniffles on my shoulder.

I was confused, I just let her hug me. My arms were trembling on the side.

Asking myself if I should hug her back? or just let her hug me not doing anything?

A:N
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