My Love || Na Jaemin

Chapter 28 : Kinda.

Weeks passed, Jisung and I are less close now, and School wasn't fun at all.

It's so boring to not have your closest friend with you. I feel like suffocating.

I didn't know Jisung felt that way, I didn't know he likes me.

I miss him already, I miss him so much.

"Rihyun-ah,"

"Nae?" I said as I look for the voice.

"A-ah n-nae jaemin ... ?"

"What ice cream flavor do you want?" He asked.

"U-uhm c-ookies and cream!" I said stuttering with an excited tone.

"Why are you so cute ... " He said mumbling it to himself.

But Rihyun heard it clearly.

She heard it clearly.

He called her cute.

C u t e

And he is also smiling. I like that.

He bought us Ice creams, and sat down to a bench.

Right now, school just finished, and we're here at the park beside our apartment.

"Uhm are you ... and jisung, okay now?" He asked, licking the ice cream.

We're far from being okay.

"U-uhm -yyeah," I released a nervous laugh. "kind of." Mumbling the last word.

Yeah, kinda, sure, whatevs

"I'm sorry for asking you, if you got uncomfortable."

Well, I didn't, but i dont care, at least you care for me.

"Oh -uhm, did you know, -that h-hina, still likes you?" I asked.

I didn't even know where that question even came from.
And I totally just made it up.

He sighed, "i dont know, maybe she is, maybe she's not." He said while biting on the ice cream cone.

"But, for me, I still kinda like her, everytime I see her in school, I just, suddenly get nervous. I miss her too." He said.

He still loves her, Can't you see me? I'm just right here, by your side. Can't you see I like you?

"A-ah, why not -uhm m-move on?" I asked biting on the ice cream cone one more time.