Without You (T.B.D) Sequel to Bestfriends 4 Life

More than hurt

Alexia's POV

"Well you're really cute, and I was wondering if you want to go out sometime?" She asks him.
She sounds so innocent. Maybe I shouldn't be mad.

He shifts slightly, and glances at me. I can tell because I felt him lookin at me. I just continue to scroll on IG not liking anything.

"Yeah sure. How about tomorrow, for lunch?" He asks her.

"Cool. I'll just give you my number." She says getting out her phone.
I can't listen anymore.

I lock my phone and lay my head on Devins shoulder. I feel like my whole heart just got shattered. But I can't complain about it. I'll just pretend like it doesn't bother me, like nothing happened, like I didn't hear him just plan a date with someone who isn't me.

Devin wraps his arm around me and I close my eyes. I take a deep breath in and out.

"Are you ok?" Devin whispers to me.
I nod my head yes without opening my eyes. Then I feel something wet on my face. Oh no. Bella.

"Uuuuuuuuuuhh" I lightly growl a disgusted growl and try and move my face. I try and say ew but I opened my mouth and she licked my teeth. I immediately shot up off the couch and started spitting.

"Oh my God!" I scream.

"Did she?" Devin asks laughing but I cut him off.

"Yes. I'm going to brush my teeth." I say before I run up the stairs. I hear everyone laughing which makes me smile but I'm too disgusted to do anything.

I'm in the middle of brushing my teeth when I hear someone clear their throat. I look up to see Kevin.

"Hey." He says. I smile at him.

"I saw or heard Jonah and Ariana." He tells me. Ugh.

"Heard then what?" I ask him. He looks at me. And studies me.

"I know you know what they are doing tomorrow." Kevin says to me. I finish brushing my teeth and walk into my room.

"I don't know what you are talking about, but that isn't my business." I tell him as I sit on my bed. He sits by me and holds my hand.

"I know you like the back of my hand. You heard." He tells me. Shoot I'm caught.

I face him and I lay downing my bed.

"He told me he would wait for me. Then he kissed me. And now, now he's going on a date with her. Like how am I supposed to feel? What am I supposed to do? Just sit there? I don't want to be mad, because I always felt like I was holding him back .but it still hurts." I tell Kevin as I pull my pink unicorn to my chest and hug it as I burry my face into it.

"Hey it's ok. You'll be fine. You'll get through. You always do." He tells me as he rubs my back.

You always do.

That just stick with me. It struck a cord that has never been played before. I stand up and start pacing around my room.

"Right. I always do. I've been through hell and back, but I always make it through. I've been dumped too many times to count, but I still make it through. I've been abused, but I still make it through. God knows I've been heartbroken, but I still made it through. My best friend got my best friend pregnant, but I still made it through. The love of my life, is going out with someone he doesn't even know, but I'm gonna make it through right?" I ask Kevin sarcastically. My angry face turned into a sad face as I start to cry.

I felt arms around me, I assume they are Kevin's.

"I just want a happy ending. I just want my life to line up into place." I tell him as I cry into his shirt.