Bullied by the Dolan Twins

Chapter 31

** Scarlet's P.O.V**

*1 Week Later*  

I have been struggling  lately. I am a stay at home mom and I feel as if I am not doing anything to help Grayson with taking care of our baby. I want to talk to him when he gets home, but I am not sure how to bring up how I have been feeling lately. I need to get it off of my chest though.. Maybe if I told Kyler then he could tell his daddy. No, that would be to much for the little boy to handle. Maybe I could write a note? Yeah, a note should be good. But what if he doesn't understand what I am trying to say. What if the way I am feeling upsets him or makes him angry. I worry to much. That is one if the things I wish I could change about me. I have to get this done before the boys get home, they are having a father and son day. I start to write the note. 

' Dear Grayson,

     I have been worrying, what else is new, That I am not helping bring any money into this household. I am apart of this family and even though I am a stay at home mom I feel as if I am not doing anything to help pay rent, bring money home so we can feed our family, or even simple things like, not helping cook dinner. I feel as if I am a useless wife and am doing nothing to help support our family. I want our family to get bigger, but I am scared that it wont be safe enough because, what if I don't get a job and we don't have money and then we have to live on the streets. I know that sounds weird and like it wont happen, but I cant think anything else except for that happening to us. If there is anyway I can help contribute to this family please let me know. It hurts my heart knowing that I may seem like a useless wife to you.

~Love Scar '

As I finish writing that I let out a huge sigh of relief. I set the note on Grayson's pillow.

"MOMMY! WE'RE HOME!" I hear my baby boy scream. 

I immediately run down the stairs excited to see me boys. I run and give Kyler the biggest hug. 

"HI BABY! Mommy missed you!" I shout excitedly.

"Hey what about me?" I hear Grayson say in a sad voice.

"Oh, Well hello handsome, I could never forget about you." I say and give him a huge smooch on the lips

"EWWW MOMMY GAVE DADA THE COOTIES!" Kyler screams 

I run towards him and pick him up, giving him a big smooch on the mouth. 

"Now you have cooties." I say with a smile.

"Its otay." Kyler says and lays his head on my shoulder. 

I turn to Grayson and smile. I love both of these boys, so freaking much!

"I love you guys, and hey Gray, There is something waiting for you on your pillow. Its kinda important." I say the last part in a whisper.

He nods and goes upstairs.

** Grayson's P.O.V **

I go up to my room and see a note on my bed. I pick it up and start to read it. 

' Dear Grayson,

     I have been worrying, what else is new, That I am not helping bring any money into this household. I am apart of this family and even though I am a stay at home mom I feel as if I am not doing anything to help pay rent, bring money home so we can feed our family, or even simple things like, not helping cook dinner. I feel as if I am a useless wife and am doing nothing to help support our family. I want our family to get bigger, but I am scared that it wont be safe enough because, what if I don't get a job and we don't have money and then we have to live on the streets. I know that sounds weird and like it wont happen, but I cant think anything else except for that happening to us. If there is anyway I can help contribute to this family please let me know. It hurts my heart knowing that I may seem like a useless wife to you.

~Love Scar '

I look at the note with tears in my eyes. She wants have more children but is terrified. That makes me so sad.

"Hey Scar, Can you and Kyler come upstairs to my room?" I shout downstairs. 

2 minutes later I see Kyler and Scarlet walk into my room.

"I'm assuming you've seen the note?" Scar questions.

I nod

"Hey buddy?" I talk to Kyler. He looks up at me waiting for me to say something to him.

"How would you like to have more brothers and sisters?" 

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