Forced To love

chapter 8

Manara POV

The next morning I woke up to someone holding me closely,I turned gently and saw jayden sleeping peacefully,he looked so cute and hot and everything..

I got up and slowly wearing my robe and leaving.

Running away are we?

I turned in shock.
uh,no,u were sleeping and uh.

He just sat up looking at me from top to bottom,I couldn't even read the look.

We should probably talk about last night he said rubbiing his neck.

Look,its okay, I know it didn't mean anything to you and you regret it,it's fine,I wasn't going to talk about it,let's just forget that it happened and not speak about it,thank you for destracting me from the rain,am really sorry for coming in here lastnight,I promised it won't happen again,I didn't mean to honestly,I just didn't want to stay alone during the rain,so uh, thanks.

He was just looking at me then he stood up and came to me sliding his hands beneath my gown and holding my waist making me gasp and stutter.

Wwhat are you doing?

You're just so sweet and innocent its killing me.

I don't know if tats a good thing or bad thing...am killing him,how???!!!

I don't regret anything last night, I loved every minute of it he said as he held my face and kissed my swollen lip.
You're so fragile,so pure blue...I just love it.

Thanks,uh,I really have to go,and I promise it won't happen again.
I shifted out of his grip and  backed away, I opened the door but he pushed it shit..I turned to meet his face only inches away from mine.

Why are you running blue?

I I,uh,am not running, I just don't want to bother you.

He put his two hands up blocking my sides so I can't pass.

I don't like when what Is mine run away,he said looking at my eyes then at my lip and studying it like he had never seen it before.

Kiss me manara.

Somehow I like the way he was ordering me around right now.
I held his neck and kissed him slowly,he kissed back and I stopped.

I really have to go.

But I don't want you too.

That's not your decision to make jayden.

Okay,you're right,just kiss me again,just this once.

I kissed him again and this time it was short,I was about removing my face when he held my face with his two hands and dragged me to him so close i was feeling his erection,he sucked and teased while kissing me..my lips were starting to hurt badly but I still liked it.
I tried pushing him away but he wouldn't budge, he was still kissing me and somehow I didn't want to stop too but I had too because I quickly pep talked myself, he doesn't really like you manara but he's just using you to pass time, he could never like you,there is no point in this,getting to know him was enough,I don't want to get emotionally attached to him when we finally divorce and I know that it was soon,I would only be hurt.

I pushed him a little harder this time and he stopped.

Stop please, my lips hurt badly I said as I touched it,blood was coming out,shit,curse having a soft lip.