Forced To love

chapter 12

Manara POV

It's been two months since me and jayden's become close, things has gone preety well,we are now inseperable if that even possible,anywhere he goes,I go,it's nice honestly,I feel safe and loved,Rome and Tracey are officially dating, he finally had the balls to admit to her how he felt and since she felt the same way,you know the rest,Mr Santiago called my parents and told them we have been getting along ,i don't even know how he takes notes but luckily for us, they reduced the month so its one month remaining ,I can't wait,one more months and we are out of here,but somehow I know things will change,it feels Like we have been in our little bubble that we've come to love and accept,I can't shake the feeling that when we go back it won't be the same,I already know since we are getting a divorce immediately, I mean yeah we are getting along but we haven't really talked about it since the night of the party,not seeing him everyday,or talking to him,him making me laugh,us sleeping together all cuddled up,I don't think I can be without that anymore,I feel way different than before something has changed inside of me,the way I feel towards him as changed,I get butterflies just hearing his lovely voice and when he's around,I just always want him to be by my side,I think I love jayden already,damn,what I feared has come true,I now love him and we are at the verge of leaving here,am so confused and sad and happy at the same time...its hurting me to know that we would get a divorce now,I don't want to anymore,but I can't tell him that,I wouldn't want to be selfish, he's been stuck with me for 5months,he needs to go and get back to his life,I won't hold him back so he can't know I love him and that i don't want this divorce anymore,have grown to love him and its hurting now,just Like I foreseen.

Hey,manara,you've been out,you're started to get me worried.

I looked at my husband who I am now madly in love with,he's so perfect,I love him so much I want to cry,I jumped him on the bed and we fell backwards and I began to kiss him while I cried,I poured out everything I couldn't say to him into the kiss like he would know, he kissed back too just with much love but I know he only likes me which hurts.
We stopped and he held my face.

Hey baby why are you crying,did I do something wrong,am sorry...

No,you didn't do anything wrong, I just, really want you to always be with me.

He smiled his ever dazzling smile that melts my heart.

I'm always here baby,I'll always be here.

Promise?

Yeah promise now stop crying and kiss me .

I smiled as I kissed the man I'm in love with, the man that I gave my virginity,I can't possibly imagine a life without him now.

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Jayden's POV

She kissed me so passionately that it hurt me because she didn't know what her kisses did to me.
I realised now that am in love with my wife, the girl that changed me without lifting a single finger,how was I ever going to tell her that,I don't want to hold her back,she's been stuck her with me,I could only imagine how she must be bearing all my crap,I don't think I actually knew when my feelings towards her changed,but it just did,it wasn't as before,now I was obsessed with her,I needed her,I wanted her,all of her,she is like a drugs to me,i can't just let her go and to think we are getting divorced a month from now is killing me,we haven't talked about it and I don't want to bother her with it because I know she wants to leave, yes, she likes me but she doesn't love me,am just so confused and hurt,my feelings for her are growing stronger each day,how could I not love someone so beautiful, so fragile, so different,there is nothing plain about her ,they never was,I can't leave her,have become so used to her in the past months,I don't think I'll be able to handle it.