a little poem/song/story/ I wrote

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That little girl was livin' in a perfect world until her walls came crashin' down so much has changed now she's 15 people call her a "wanna be" so she reached out to a old friend her name is Ana

15 everyone calls her a wanna be you see but you can't change the past a person can only last so long

And she says" your not a wanna be you just want beauty and perfection"

Yes save me

N she said " now listen to my rules exercise and no food and I will be watching and helping you through because beauty is pain"

It's 2 months later, she's almost 16 she's suppose to be livin' her dreams she seems so happy but she's dropping weight like no one's ever seen they want to know her secret she will never tell
Because you wouldn't believe all the things she has seen

She's almost 16 people say she's livin' the dream but they don't know reality that it's breaking her down and before you know it she's fallin' to the ground but she's broken and she's hopeless someone help her out could you just save her now cause she's hopeless and she's broken somewhere in a crowd and now she trys to drink the pain away everyday but the pain won't go away, no the pain won't go away so every night she holds her pillow tight clinging onto life trying to think of whats right she knows she has to fight for - her - life  ya she's struggling N she's hopeless and she's broken ya the pain won't go away though everyday she gathers more and more pain more than they could ever see

So she told them what they didn't see and she woke up in a hospital bed

And he said" this is what you need to be free."

And as her father started to leave she called out to him as the tears stream down her face "Daddy dont go please I need you, your all I need to be set free please your my family... I promise..."

He kept walking towards that door

And she said " do you wanna leave me?"

And he stopped dead in his tracks and turn towards her with tear stains on his face

"Of course I don't"  he continued walking towards her

She said " Then why are you gonna leave?"

And he said" so you can be the girl you always would have been if nothing would have happened" ... he leans down and kisses her  forehead as the tears start to stream down his face again. ... " I love you" he managed to whisper one last time ... she replied " I love you to dad" he got back up and proceeded to walk away but she clings to  his hand not wanting to ever let go she felt more safe and loved in thoughs 10 minutes than she had in months. .. she lost her way .... he clinched his hand one last time to hold his daughters cold clamy hand ... he didn't understand what happened all he knows is that she lost her way and she needed to find herself again... he gave the look that read ( I need to go now) she said okay as if she knew and they went there separate ways for awhile

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