allie
i cried all night, tears after tears. but i couldnt let his stress me out, not now. i wiped my tears and went to bed.
i didnt eat thay night. i hadnt heard his voice in a while. i still loved hi and i hated it.
i woke up to a few missed calls. for sun reason i decides to log bavk into instagram. first thing i saw broke my heart
tony
i woke up with a headache, with a random bitch next to me. nakes ofc. i got up carefully
" where you going babe " the girl said
" um home " i say
" why stayyy with me "
" i cant "
" why not "
" bc i gotta gi- " i stopped bc i didnt have a girl, i always use that line when leaving a girls house but i cant.
i walked out her apartment and drove back home.
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i pulled up to see no fam home but i red jeep in my drive way.
i walk in the house and see allie. she looks at me and breaths in.
" tony " she says, just hearing her voice ugh
" allie i can exp- " i start
" no, i do not wanna keep our child from his father "
" okay " i walk closer to her
" but i can not be with you, and you can not try it okay "
" okay " i say sitting down
" so how have you been " she asks sitting next to me. i more away
" um be fine, what about you " i say
" um ive been better "
" yeah yeah when did you come back here "
" um a day after the whole thing happened "
" allie i didnt mean to hur- "
" shut the fuck up " she gets up and grabs her bag
" allie i know, i messed up, i hurt the girl i loved i knew i hurt you, but im sorry i get you left bc of what i did but you have to belive me. im sorry. i drink to forget you, i get high to forget you, i have sex with other girls, but as i do those things your on my mind allie "
she gets up and walks to the door
" Anthony before you can love someone you have to love yourself first. in the last 7 months i realized that, but you didnt. i love you but you can not love me bc all you do, is hurt me. learn to love yourself then maybe you can love me " a tear falls down her face
" i gotta go okay, um ill call you when um- ill just call you " she walks out the door
i sit back down and think ab what she said, but i loved my self didnt i ?
shity chapter
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