Happy reading guys hope you like it!!! Co-written with jaibrooksisperfect ... Hope you all love it!!
Jinxx's POV
So I'm here in the Hell Hole... That's what I call where I am ... Which is high school! Its supposed to be fun right? You get to hang out with all of your friends and you all go to parties.
That's for normal people I have no friends and I'm constantly called a "freak"... Everyone makes it so I can never forget that I'm "different". That's everyone's perception on it ... Mine... well think that I am just the only person that's not afraid to be myself.
Anyway want to hear more about me ... Well I'm Gay .. I get drunk a lot... Oh , ya . Where do I get the booze? I get it from the Booze cabinet . Its my Spermdoner's ... That's what I call my Deadbeat Father! Most of the time when I have to deal with him is when he is using me as his personal punching bag. My mom left after I was born.
So I'm in Math the last class of the day.. My least favorite class.I'm actually pretty good at the math part. But I have to sit in the back of the class in the seat by the door so all the kids that hate me can come up to "sharpen there pencils"!
They come back here all the time to mutter stuff under there breath at me. On the way back to there seats they can punch me,kick me, and stab me with their pencils. Oh ya gotta love that!
So after school I manged not to get beat up! I got home and guess what was waiting for me ...My drunken Father waiting to beat the shit out of me yet again.
I tried to run to my room but he caught me by my bag and through me into the coffee table. I laid on the floor feeling the excruciating pain in my ribs from hitting the table.
He punched me repeatedly in the face and ribs. Screaming in my face " It was all your fault she left me you little fag , We were fine until ...You came along then she left me and its all your fault you little shit!"
Then my father did the only thing he knows how to do he left. I ran to my room and took out the pill bottle I kept all my razor blades in and pulled one out pulled up my shirt and slid the Razor against my skin And dragged it over my skin multiple times.Enjoying the burning sensation it gave because the pain on my wrist made me forget. It made me forget who I was for just a minute so I don't have to worry.
After I was done I packed my bag and jumped out my window wanting to be anyplace but this house.
CC's POV
Here I am Christian Coma ... Watching Andy and Ash ... My two best Friends! Who are deeply in love... Sit here and hold hands ... There so cute! I used to have a crush on Andy but then he met Ash and fell in love and I knew when to leave it alone! so ya I'm gay ! But I have no Chance with anyone because I am completely worthless And not to mention I have more problems than I should! I drink ,I smoke, I am Abused ,I'm suicidal, and my Anxiety is extreme. I haven't found anyone that could deal with all of that yet and I most likely never will.
~Two Weeks Later~
I walked into homeroom and I saw someone new! He was sitting in the seat right next to mine... He was perfect in every way possible! He was wearing a bandana under his emo hair. He had on a leather jacket and ripped skinny jeans and combat boots.
HE is staring at me and smiling ... he is smiling right? I sit down and he wont stop staring ... "Hi" .. WOW his voice is so hot! "Hi" I say in return. He looked a little shocked. It was almost like he didn't expect me to reply.
A few days later I found out why he looked so shocked he didn't have any friends at his old school.I found out he was Gay. I think he is perfect.
I asked him if he wanted to hang at my place tonight so we can get to know eachother better. He said sure he would love that.
