(Really sorry that I haven't updated in forever. My co writer has been extremly busy writing other stories. I will try to make it up to you guys though... Just a fair warning that there will be self harm in this chapter.
CC's POV
I was on my way over to Jinxx's house.. because there was a change of plans . My parents wouldnt let anyone come over while they were gone.I was so nervous! I don't really know why.Well I kinds know why I mean what if I did something wrong. I don't hang out with guys except Andy and Ashley. I texted him that I was almost there. A block away from his house my phone buzzed. I took my phone out of the pocket of my skinny jeans. Ok just come up stairs when you get here. My dad is out.
I just texted ok and continued walking. When I got to his house I went up the stairs. " In here CC" I walked into his room. He was sitting on his bed in tight black skinny jeans and a long sleeve shirt. I wanted to ask him why he was wearing a long sleeve shirt when it was so hot out. But I already knew the answer. He cut thats why, such a shame that someone so beautiful would do that to himself. But I left it alone figuring that he would talk about it if he wanted to.
We talked for a bit.About his old school and the way things used to be for him. Then I talked a little about Andy and Ashley. He said that he wants to meet them I told him tomorrow at school he could meet them at Lunch." Wow its really hot in here... I better change" Jinxx got up and walked over to his dresser pulled out a Kiss tank top. He pulled his long sleeve shirt over his head... and that is when i saw all of the brusies on his ribs and stomache. There were so many they looked really bad. " Who did this to you" I had to know. " No one don' t worry about it." I didn't know what to do. I wanted to know but I didn't want to upset him. At this point I had to know who would want to hurt him so bad. " Jinxx you can trust me please. I won't tell anyone" i pleaded. He sat quiet for a long time. " My father did this and i can't do shit about it. All its all he ever does except when he's screaming at me... telling me I'm the one that made my mom leave " he pulled the shirt off letting me see the brutal marks again. He continued " But he is not the only person that hurts me. I mean look at what i do to myself just so I can feel something." This was the first time I looked at his arms his back and ribs were bad enough. His arms were covered in cuts. They were everywhere. There were words engraved in his arms. fag, worthless, stupid, emo. I couldnt take it I snapped. " If so many people hurt you then .. why would you hurt yourself too. Your to beautiful to engrave those hateful words into your arms. Thats just what other people think. Don't listen to them no matter what they say. They don't matter." I started to cry." They are just hateful peices of shit. You don't deserve what you do to yourself"
Just then Jinxx wrapped his arms around me while i cried. " I'm sorry I said anything it was my fault" Jinxx began. " No it was me I freaked out because you don't deserve any of what happens to you." When I was done talking he just looked at me. I stared into those beautiful eyes . Then he kissed me so softly as if I were about to shatter. But that kiss held so much emotion. He was a great kisser. He made this hellish world simply melt away.
Jinxx's POV
When I kissed him I wasn't thinking. He was just so beautiful and the things that he were upsetting him so much he started to cry so I had to stop him. It was the only way to stop him. I thought he might hit me or yell at me or leave. But he didn't he just sat and stared at me with those amazing brown eyes that just simply made you melt." I'm sorry." I said just in case. "Why would you be sorry." " Because we just met and I kissed you. I just thought I should stop you from upsetting your self." " Well thanks. But tell me you enjoyed it at least. I know I did." Did he just say that .I thought. Wow this guy is just absolutely perfect. "Yes I enjoyed it." "Do you want to do it again now that I'm not bawling and snotting on myself." Did he just say he wants to kiss again oh my. "Sure". He sat on my bed. I followed him. He just looked at me for a minute so I turned my head and looked somewhere elts. I hated it when people stared at me. " You are really beautiful. Did you know that." Thwn he leaned in and kissed me. First slow and gentle but then when I started to kiss back it became hungry. He broke the kiss just for a second. To straddle me he began to rock his hips. When I heard my dad scream my name from downstairs. I had to get him out of here before my dad could hurt him like he does to me. Not happings so I locked my door and told CC to get ready to go out the window no matter what he heard. "No I won't let him hurt you anymore. Come with me." I had no idea what to do here go with him or stay here and get my ass kicked. "Fine." And with that we jumped our my window and started walking. I'm not sure where he is taking me. I guess I'll find out.
( End of this chapter but there is way more. Updating tomorrow. Hope you liked it guys. Let me know if you did. I want to hear from you all. Let me know if you have any suggestions. Lurv you all.
