ASHLEY'S POV
I went to kiss Andy but he flinched. It has been a week since the whole incident. But still sometimes he can't help but to shy away and flinch. Its all my fault I shouldn't have been so hard on him I hurt him. I will try anything to have him trust me again. What the hell I'm going to die anyway.
We were at one of our favorite spots in town behind a small waterfall that we accidentally came across while we were looking for a spot to make out. Yes I know super corny. Whatever.
There was a nice silence between us. Not an akward one but one that is very peaceful. But of course I had to brake it.
" Andy I think it's time to talk about what happened. I am so sorry. I broke a promise." I said quickly.
"Ash I already told you it's fine. We don't have to talk about this right now.I just want to enjoy an afternoon with the love of my life." Andy said soft but firmly.
"Andy we can't just keep avoiding this conversation. We need to have it. It's not like I have forever. Andy I don't know if you have noticed but I have terminal cancer and it's not just going to disappear like you want it to. I am really sorry but you can't save me." I said tearing up.
"Ashley Purdy... Don't talk like that. I will find a way to save you. Do you hear he I will sell my soul to the devil himself if I must. But I will not let you leave me. I love you too much to let that happen. Come on let's get you home."
" No Andy we are going to sit here and talk about this." But Andy just kept walking his back turned towards me. I was starting to get really angry. I don't know what happened I just exploded.
"Andrew Dennis Biersack! You listen to me don't act like what happened didn't affect you or matter to you. Every time I get near you, you flinch like I am going to hurt you again. I know that you think you have to be strong for me because I am dying. But you don't I just want you to say something. Tell me how you feel. Say something. Say anything even if it fucking kills me or leaves a scar on my fucking heart." I screamed at him. Almost all the way in his face.
"You really want to know what I think or what I want to say? Well here it goes... That night when I tryed to kill myself. I just didn't want to be left alone on this shithole of a planet with no one yet again that is always what happens to me and I am sick of it. I'm sorry if it was selfish if I couldn't stand the thought of being alone again. That I didn't want to stick around and watch you die. I know what happens when someone is dying from cancer it is long, hard, and painfull. You don't even look like your self at the end of it you are just a pile of bones and skin. I will not sit here and watch you die. I don't care if what you did hurt me. Was it wrong that you just threw me on the floor while I was bleeding out ? Yes it was. But I forgive you. Yes I do flinch when you get near me because I don't want you to get closer to me. I just really don't want to see you in pain. I am really sorry that I was just trying to get out of here before... I love you Ash and I will do whatever I have to to save you"
Just then I was silenced with Ashley's lips crashing on mine. We just kissed slowly for a while.
"I'm sorry Andy but I couldn't let you go on anymore. I understand now. I'm so sorry this is all my fault." Ashley said walking toward the car. Not talking for the rest of the way home.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ANDY'S POV
After I dropped Ashley off at home I went upstairs. What did I say earlier. I think it was " I will sell my soul to the devil himself.'' Hope Ash didn't catch on there. I have been dong research and well... Maybe I can't sell my soul to the devil himself. But your average demon will do.
I just need a few things... first things first where do I find a crossroad?
I know this is kind of wrong and I don't really for sure know if this is going to work. But anything is worth a shot right now. I just can't let Ash die I love him. Every one around me gets hurt.
I don't want him to be alone but as long as he lives I will be happy. Where ever I am I don't care as long as Ash is happy.
I would have never thought about selling my soul before. Especially since I dont know for sure that demons exist. But hey worth a shot.
I found a crossroad a couple miles from where I live. I have everything I need I will just have to go tomorrow.
Tomorrow I sell my soul to a demon to save the love of my life.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~**Author's note**
I am really sorry I haven't been updating. I promise I will try to update once every week. Please leave comments and vote! Tell me what you guys think I am kind of bringing in a little Supernatural stuff into the story. Sorry I felt like I needed to mix things up. I love hearing from you guys... please tell me what you thought of Andy going to sell his soul for Ashley... and will it work?
