Rachel SADNESS NOT A LOVE STORY

Next to Me

I was all alone in the parking lot I stood there for hours it really hurt me I mean Sam and I wouldn't talk sometimes but it wasn't because we were mad it was because we had other things to do and gave each other space. But now that I've admitted to my self that I do love Sam I feel way different and awesome I just hoped that it didn't get any better instead worse because if I didn't talk to Sam I don't know what it would be of me.

A week had gone by and I asked Mr. Schue if Sam auditioned I couldn't believe it he did. Today after school was the first glee rehearsal or just a get to know each other meeting.

"Hi I raised my hand I would like to be the first one to talk today Mr. Shue if it's possible" I said with a big smile. "Sure Rachel I bet all of us would like to hear you speak" he said with a little bit of sarcasm and everyone nodding. "Well hello people first of all I would .like to say that I'm Rachel Berry and let me tell you guys that this isn't a losers club it's a club for special people now because as I say 'Being part of something special make you special'". Then a girls voice interrupted. "Are you done with your speech, and there's more than one in this club". It was Mercedes or so I thought I mean as president of almost every club I might have seen her before but I don't remember. "I know Mercedes" I replied. "Then let me speak" she tsaid and then added "Hi my name is Mercedes jones and I love to sing". Then Tina, Sam, Artie and Kurt. I knew them all but then out Mr. Schue announced that there was still a surprise member. "Ok you guys won't believe thing but..." silence "someone else from the football team is joining and he said he would be late but he just messaged me saying that he's in the parking lot and currently on his way here" he continued. "Hey guys" said a voice coming from the door "My name is Finn Hudson" he said as he entered and sat down next to me. He was and incredible guy he was nice, cute and out of all the seats that weren't occupied around me he chose to say down with me, he was the boy of my dreams. No I'm serious he was the boy in my dream I think he was a new student because I've never seen him before. "Hi my name is Rachel" I broke the silence. "nice name hey so you know how I'm new" he replied. "yeah" I said. "well maybe we could be friends and you could show me around" I instantly said yes. I couldn't believe it someone asked me to be their friend. I still liked Sam but I kind of like Finn too.