I woke up around eh about 2:30 I sleep in all the time. I get a call from Brennen. "Hey Tana you wanna go to dinner with me tonight?"
"Casual or dressy?" "Umm dressy." "What time?"
"6:00 it's at Outback." Omg I love outback.
"Ok I'll go see u at six love you." I said a little jumpy. "Ok bye baby love u to."
I had to think of an outfit fast I walked to my closet and found the perfect outfit. I got in the shower and did the usual. Got out brushed my hair and did my make up and put on my out fit.
Right now it's 5:30 wow i take a long time to get ready.
Outfit and makeup👇It's now 6 and Brennen just got here and I'm running downstairs I open the door and he says
"Wow Tana you look umm." "Amazing I know thx babe." I squish his cheeks and walk to his truck and we drive to outback. "Um I'll have a salad and ice tea please." I say and hand the waiter my menu. "I'll have a 8 oz. steak mashed potatoes green beans and a coke please." He hands the waiter his menu which just so happens to be a girl as he's handing her the menu they brush hands and they look each other in the eyes for about half a second and she walks away. We finished eating and he payed the bill. Wow guess what the fucking bitch our WAITER is kissing MY MAN I'm not even mad about it I knew this would happen like am I that ugly,worthless and so unwanted that you would do that...wait don't answer that I already know it's happened once so why not again? You know he was just using me wow how could I not see it. I'm so fucking stupid.I walked home that night. Hurt. Broken. Again....
Such a bad cliffhanger but here y'all go love you alllll💙💙💙
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Tana👑