Things Left Hidden {BTS Jimin X-Reader} [Completed]

chapter 4

I turn on the shower so no one will bug me while I'm in the bathrom. I lock the door

I stand over the sink... I start crying

I cut myself all the way across the wrist thinking it was anyone who ever hurt me

I took my anger out on my arms once again

I wish my life would end already

I'm tired of being used, hurt, I'm tired of people making me feel worthless

I give into the pain, I continue to cut, I started to harm my self anyway I could. I hit myself to the point where I would bruise

I wish It would end already, if there's someone out there who could make that dream come true, I would be great full to them

I cut more and more scars

I got to the point I couldn't stop.. I had nothing left to live for... I realized the fact I had fallen for Jimin earlier.. And I started to think he probably doesn't want to date someone as useless as me

I don't care if people want me alive anymore I want to die

I put down the razor and take a shower

When I'm done I put a towel over my body and walk to my bedroom

And I see Jimin sitting on my bed "c-can I help you?" I asked trying to hide my blush, I walk over to my belongings to get some clothes

"Yeah, Yoongi told me what you did today"

I froze

I stayed silent afraid of the words I might say

I find my cloths and I walk to my bathroom in silence

When I got in the bathroom I leaned against the door and fell to the ground

I silently start crying

"Y/n please open up... I want to know why you did it... " He said through the door. It sounded like he was at the same level as me on the other side of the door

"I-its cuz... It's cuz I hate my life.. I hate myself" I replied. I heard him sigh " Y/n, I need you to listen to what I'm about to, say"

"You are the most strong, caring, beautiful, funny, and amazing girl I have ever met, if you were to die, I wouldnt be able to live without you, so please, stay strong just a little bit longer, just till you can fined someone to live for" He said. I had tears in my eyes from his words

I heard him stand up and he was walking away

'No I can't let him leave like this'

I open the door and run after him before he got to the door.. I hugged him "thank you" I said into his chest as he hugged me back

He put his head on mine and I felt him smiling

"Please don't leave me.. Ever" I said "I promise" He replied

I hugged him as if I were to let go he would leave me.. I didn't want him to leave me.. Not yet.. I love him to much

"just don't ever try dying again" He said, he sounded sad

"I'm sorry" I said while i started crying

He picked me up and walked me over to my bed and sat me down

He got on his knees so he was at the same level as me "don't apologize. It's not you're fault for the life you're stuck with" He said as he wiped some of my tear away.. His hand was so soft and gentle, I didn't want him to let go