i woke up the next morning still a bit sore, but that soon fades when i turn over to see our little Jacky laying in her crib sleeping peacefully
today i'm going to start medication for the cancer again, we're starting as soon as possible so we can get rid of it as soon as possible. but i don't think i'll beat it this time
just then Jimin and the doctor walked in. they walked over to me and the doctor inserted something into my IV "this is your medication for the cancer. we're going to keep you here for a while to make sure nothing goes wrong" i nod and look at Jimin, and it's like he read my mind and left.
after the doctor left Jimin came back in with the rest of the boys. i looked at him as he looked at me. after we told them whats going to happen with the treatment, i put Jacky down for a nap and the nurse took her to rest with the other newborns
she's only 1 day old, but i feel like i won't get to watch her grow up
Tae and Hobi started sobbing as they both came up to hug me, then the rest of the boys joined the hug and we had this sad group hug, even i started to tear up at the thought of seeing their sobbing faces if i pass away
we cried for a bit till they had to leave for work. it was just me and Jimin. he came up to me and hugged me seeing the tears in my eyes i finally let them fall while weak in his arms. once i calmed down i pulled away and Jimin placed a small kiss on my forehead which made me blush a little
after that we talked for a while till i had to feed Jacky and then it was bed time for everyone
~2 weeks later~
i was finally discharged from the hospital and was heading home with Jacky in my arms feeding her. when i was done i placed her back in her car seat and buckled her in so she was safe
when we got to the dorm i carried Jacky in with the boys right behind me
i was unlocking the door when my beanie flew off, great thanks wind! i grabbed my beanie and unlocked the door, i put Jacky in her crib and put my beanie back on.
i sat on my bed that was next to her crib and just watched her for a few minutes, tomorrow she'll be 3 weeks old, i can't believe its been that long since she was born. i was always so focused on her and her needs that i never realized how fast the days were going by.
she's finally sleeping peacefully at night and in the day unlike when she was first born, and she's getting bigger and eating more which is a good sign
then there's me, yesterday the doctor told me that the cancer was not responding to the medication so he gave me a bit higher dose
just then Jacky woke up and started crying, so i got up and cuddled her and rocked her till she fell back asleep. i decided i should leave her to rest for a minute, but before i could leave Jimin came in, he walked up to me and wrapped his arms around me, just then i realized he had a bottle in his hands. oh that's right she must have woke up cause she was hungry. i looked at my watch and realized we've been home for 2 hours and I've just been sitting around thinking about life
i pecked his lips telling him thank you "you should rest. go down starts the boys are watching a movie, i'll take care of Jacky" he said walking toward Jacky with the bottle and i just nod and slowly leave.
i sat on the couch in between Namjoon and Jin and started watching the movie, a few minutes later Jimin joined us after taking care of Jacky. we all watched the movie together eating popcorn. once it was done everyone started playing games.
Jimin left once again to take care of Jacky, i'm glad he's willing to help, it'll help when it comes to him and Jacky bonding
i started feeling really tired, i thought it was cause it was 11 pm so i started heading to bed saying goodnight to all the boys as i walk towards the stairs it got worse. but i was able to make it to our room in time to cover up and fall asleep
~3 months later~
i woke up at 9 am to feed Jacky, she's 3 months old today. i'm glad i got to watch her grow up this much. i just hope i can watch her grow more before i have to leave
you might think i'll survive, after all everyone does. but i don't know why but i just have a bad feeling about this whole thing. but we'll see whats going on in 1 week when i get a check up
i was down stairs and i just finished feeding Jacky when i heard a knock on the door. none of the boys are home so i picked up Jacky who was playing on the floor and walked towards the door since i didn't want to leave her when no ones watching her
i opened the door to be met with a unsuspected visitor. i stared in shock at the person in front of me, am i dreaming or is this real life? i asked myself
i looked down and pinched myself. okay i can feel pain so this isn't a dream. if this isn't a dream then why is he here? i think to myself looking back up at the man who i thought died a long time ago
"are you Y/n?" he asked and i nodded, he leaned over to where he was face to face with Jacky "and who is this?" he asked and i took a step back not taking my eyes off him "her names Jacky. now what do you want? i thought you were dead this whole time" we both pause till i decide to speak
"answer me Jackson"
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RomanceY/N a depressed high school girl, who thinks her whole life is supposed to be painful, cuz after all that's all she's ever felt #83 in Depressing - As Of 3/21/2020