Dad Is an Idol | BTS Jin AU |

[11] How?

I paced back and forth in the room, with the other kids waiting outside.

God dammit..

I thought. I ran my hands through my hair.

How am I supposed to pay less attention to Jiwoo, when she almost dies, every time I look away!

"Mr. Kim?" The doctor called me as he walked through the door.

"Yes?"

"Your daughter needs treatment as soon as possible. If you want to put her under the treatment, you can sign these papers," I took the papers from his hands and skimmed them over.

The treatment is so expensive.. but.. this is what Ella said to do in order for Ella and Yoongi to be okay.

"Do you have a pen?" I asked him. He nodded and handed it to me. I signed my name on the line and handed him the papers. I took a quick glance at Jiwoo who was currently under gas to help her sleep.

"We will start the treatment. We ask you come back tomorrow and if everything goes according to plan, she should be out of here by the beginning of next week," I nodded.

"Thank you so much," He smiled and bowed. I raked my hand through my hair as I walked outside.

"Come on guys," I told them. "Let's go home."

"Where's Jiwoo Noona?" Jimin asked.

I had a flashback.

"Come on guys," He whispered, tears still falling. "Let's go home." He told them.

"Where is Mommy?" Yoongi asked. The only reply he got were sobs from his dad. Jiwoo caught on and cried. She ran up and hugged him.

"Come on, let's go," He said, leading them to the car.

Let's hope that isn't the case this time.

"She is about to get treated. We will come back tomorrow," I told Jimin. He nodded.

"Okay,"

As I was driving home, the questions kept coming to my head.

How could I pay less attention to Jiwoo when she needs most of it?

I also have six other kids that need affection too...

But Jiwoo is dying!

I haven't spent any quality time with my other kids..

When we pulled up to the stop sign, I hit my head against my steering wheel, making it honk.

I picked my head up, looked on all three roads, then kept driving.

When all of us got into the house, I sat on the couch.

"Daddy?" I looked down at the little boy looking up at me. I smiled.

"Hey Kookie," I picked him up and set him on my lap.

"Can we watch a movie?" He asked.

"Sure Sweetie," I told him and kisses his forehead. "What movie?"

"Iron Man!" He said happily. I laughed at my now four-year-old son.

"Hey kids!" I called. All of them ran out of their rooms and into the living room all at once. "You guys want to watch Iron Man?"

"YES!" They all responded excitedly. Somehow, they all found a way to be close to me. Except for Yoongi. He sat on the far end of the couch.

"Hey Yoongs," I called. He looked over. "Wanna come sit over here with me?" He nodded.

"But there isn't enough room.." I shook my head.

"Nonsense! Come squeeze in." And that is exactly what he did. All the kids got comfortable against me and I started the movie. I got a call.

I sighed and cussed in my head before getting up to take it.

"Hello?"

"Seokjin?"

"Ah, hey Mr. Bang, how can I help you?"

"You are single, right?"

"Yes Sir," I told him.

"Well uhh... we have this new trainee. We decided to set her up with you as an arranged girlfriend to get more attention because you hadn't been showing up and writing/releasing songs lately."

"With all do respect Sir, I am going to decline."

"What? Why?"

"The reason I haven't been coming to work is because I have seven kids. The oldest one is twelve and she has stomach cancer. My wife died almost exactly four years ago. I don't know how the kids, especially my two oldest, will feel about a girlfriend."

"Seokjin, please take this offer. I am sorry about your family, but I will give you a raise. That is a promise. The longest you guys have to date is two months,"

Come on Jin, what would the kids think?!

More money means you can heal Jiwoo faster..

Jiwoo and Yoongi can't move on from their mother. They won't accept it!

It's not like you are actually going to love her. Jiwoo needs to get better!

"Sir... I'm not sure,"

"Seokjin, I need this company to not go down in flames. It's either you take this girlfriend, or you can't have a day off until next year."

Wow. Jerk.

"Fine.. I'll do it."

"Great to know! You guys will meet tomorrow,"

"Oh! I can't tomorrow, my daughter is just getting her treatment done and-"

"Tomorrow, Kim Seokjin."

With that, he ended the phone call.

Well shit.

I'll just make one more phone call...

I went to sit back down with my kids and finish the movie.

I love them so much.

I can't lose them.

I'm doing this for you Jiwoo. You need to get better.

Ella, please forgive me.