Dad Is an Idol | BTS Jin AU |

[15] Worse Than Before

Jiwoo POV

Jiwoo would spend all day in the hospital. Her dad hadn't came to the hospital in a while. It made her feel hurt. She missed him so much. It was just TJ. She was the only one who came to visit.

Thinking about this, Jiwoo started to cry into her hands.

She had tried to be strong for so long. She took care of her brothers, her dad, and even acted as if her cancer wasn't a big deal. She started to wish that she had been weaker. Maybe then she wouldn't feel like she had vanished from his life.

"Hey," TJ said as she walked in, immediately noticing Jiwoo's tears. She ran over to her. "What's wrong?" She asked.

"U-Unnie.. I think-I think Dad forgot about me.." Jiwoo managed to choke out.

"What?! What do you mean?!" TJ asked.

"He.. he hasn't come to see me since you guys fought..." TJ hugged Jiwoo. Although she enjoyed TJ's company, she wanted it to be her dad.

Something had changed about him. He has been a lot less sensitive and had a different attitude than he did. Jiwoo missed it. He was different. TJ pulled back and wiped Jiwoo's tears.

Jiwoo watched as TJ pulled out her phone. She put it against her ear. Jiwoo could hear a faint 'hello'.

"Yeah, hey Asshole!" TJ yelled into the phone. "I walked into the hospital to see your daughter a crying mess. You hadn't come to see her in TWO WEEKS, Seokjin! She misses you! Have you even tried to get it through your THICK SKULL that your first and only daughter could be DYING because you aren't coming and paying for her treatment?! Not only that! She doesn't feel loved! She needs company, and I am the only person who has been giving it to her! However, I am not her mother, Seokjin. I can't give her the proper love and care a parent can. I don't care where you are right now, but you better get your sorry little ass over here right now."

Jiwoo watched with wide eyes at what TJ was saying to her dad. And before he could even answer, she hung up. TJ instantly wrapped her arms around Jiwoo.

Jiwoo knee TJ was right.

Sure, the attention is nice, but only a parent can fill the heart that longed for affection.

Jin POV

I was in Applebee's with Irene when I got a call. I sighed when I saw who it was.

'TJ~'

I excused myself from the table to take the call.

"Hello,"

"Yeah, hey Asshole! I walked into the hospital to see your daughter a crying mess. You hadn't come to see her in TWO WEEKS, Seokjin! She misses you! Have you even tried to get it through your THICK SKULL that your first and only daughter could be DYING because you aren't coming and paying for her treatment?! Not only that! She doesn't feel loved! She needs company, and I am the only person who has been giving it to her! However, I am not her mother, Seokjin. I can't give her the proper love and care a parent can. I don't care where you are right now, but you better get your sorry little ass over here right now."

Shit.

JIWOO!

I started panicking. Tears filled my eyes as I realized that I had gotten too comfortable with her not being around.

I am a terrible father..

"I am so sorry Irene, I need to go!"

"Can't we just finish our date? The kids can wait,"

That is when everything clicked into place.

TJ had her eyes fixed on Irene, who was looking right back at her.

I heard Irene mutter something, but I couldn't make it out. TJ shot daggers at her.
"Thank you very much Irene, but his first girlfriend, and wife is DEAD. She didn't leave him. Sorry you are just jealous!"

"We get that Mom was the love of your life Dad, and we know you have to move on. But if you are dating this.. this hoe, you have replaced her. You have issues! Mom loved you so much, and you move on for this bitch?!"

"She dresses like a hoe," Irene gasped and I just glared at him.

"Dad, you specifically told us that nobody can sit in Mom's chair! That you are convinced that she still sits down with us for dinner! Or did that change.. since Irene is here,"

"Sorry Yoongi," Irene said, trying to sound sweet. Yoongi narrowed his eyes at her. "Your dad and I are going on a date tonight." She said and batted her eyelashes.

"No.." I said.

"Excuse you?!"

"I said no! It's your fault!" I ran out of the restaurant and to my car, driving to the hospital.

How could I be so stupid?