Sun's (Jamie's) POV
I hear someone crying
And I look down and see my beautiful angel crying
Then my thoughts start running
What's wrong
What happened what is she thinking and on and on
Then I just chuckle
(Jamie's thoughts)
Fuck why did I just chuckle
She's crying and all I can do is chuckle
Then I'm snapped out of my thoughts when I feel a tight squeeze around my
Stomach area
I look at her and listen to what she had to say
Please don't t leave me please I wanna have children with you and a future and I wanna be happy and be w u forever
I smile and hold her closer
Baby I'm not leaving ever
Or until u say but even then I'm not leaving you I love u so much baby
I'm not leaving with out a fight for my baby girl
Aww thank you
She yawns and closing her eyes again
Putting her head in the crock of my neck
* I kiss her forehead and close my eyes to imagine the future I wanna have or hope to happen or some stuff not to happen*
I imagine
2 kids
1 boy (Charlie) 1 girl (pandora)
And a beautiful woman (remember)
We are in a wheat field taking pictures
And having fun , laughing.
Then we are in a doctors office
My poor little remmie in her hospital bed in a gown she looks so sad and not good and blood running from her wrists and legs from the deep cuts.
Then we are at home having dinner with our family and friends
Getting ready to announce our good news and for me to propose to remmie.
Then we in the beach taking a walk holding hands and going somewhere to watch the sunset. Then we are at a carnival eating cotton candy, kids going crazy on sugar and me and remmie just like omg what have we done. Hyping them up on sugar. Then I'm in a huge fight, theirs pushing and smacking and punching and screaming and crying and scars and blood and pain.
Then we are swimming in my new step mom in law and my step dad in law's
Pool. Having fun and remember is pregnant w a baby and talking to her step dad and step mom.
Then we are just walking around the house not talking to each other or looking at each other. Then I stop and think I can't do this anymore. I walk up to her and bring her in on a hug and she starts crying. Baby what's wrong?
I'm sorry I started an argument with u I'm sorry. It's okay baby girl it's okay I'm here it's okay. She just starts sobbing well I'm telling her it's okay and I'm here and it's gonna be okay and other stuff whispering softly.
Then we are here cuddled so close to each other. We are inseparable. Stuck together. Arms around necks and waists and heads in crocks of necks And on shoulders tears falling down eyes
Love being inspired
Life being wowed
Sadness faraway from us
Happy and grateful for each other
YOU ARE READING
On My own planet
RomansaIt's my thoughts with some imagination in it and It is a little planet daddy sun story. They go through some tough and small obstacles together.