Drug Lord book 2 || Liskook

Chapter 5

Lisa's P.O.V

i was waking up remebering what happened last night. i gave Jungkook another chance, and i hope he doesn't screw up again. 

i was walking down the stairs as i Heard the TV on, i Heard Jungkook's voice, as i sat on the couch i saw Jungkook in a interview.

Jeon Jungkook is  going to do an interview about hinm and his wife that are back together once again.  says the reporter.

then Jungkook starts speaking.

Lalisa Manoban..

I never imagined you and I, out of all the people in this world, would go through something so devastating as we did.

Throughout the years, we created the most beautiful memories. We climbed all the way to the top together, only to slip and fall as soon as we got there. And though I may have contributed to that fall, I tried so hard to hold on to you.

My heart shattered into a million pieces. Eventually, I realized I couldn't save us.

I couldn't undo what had been done, and I let you go to find your true happiness.

All I ever wanted was my own family. Every day, I dreamed of falling in love with a woman, getting married, buying a beautiful home and one day bringing our own little bundle of joy into the world. 

I guess it goes without saying that you made all of that feel real for me; you helped make most of those dreams come true. I wanted nothing more than to be the best husband, a romantic lover, the most selfless provider, and one day, the world's best dad.

Our relationship wasn't perfect, but I loved you so much.

All those things I wanted to be, I couldn't imagine with anyone but you.

Our life together — it was like Disney World. We ran carefree in this theme park we call life. Holding each others' hands, we laughed, cried, loved, and we were in awe of everything we experienced. We were children with dreams, and together, we thought about the day when all of ours would come true.

Eventually, though, those roller coasters stopped.

The music died down, the lights shut off, and our magical journey came to an abrupt halt.

You were gone.

Suddenly, everything that was so familiar about life felt so foreign. I was lost without you. All I had left were my memories and dreams of us that I knew would never come true.

There are a few things that I never had the opportunity to tell you ...

Every time I called you, I looked forward to hearing you answer the phone. You would say "hey" in this voice that sound so innocent and so loving. And it never changed. It always reminded me of the beginning of our relationship and all of the reasons I fell in love with you. Who would have thought something so simple could be so powerful? It's what made you unique.

Remember all the times you yelled at me when I was looking at you? You'd ask me why, and I would either laugh or get angry because you had this "sass" about you. You know what? I looked at you because I thought you were the most beautiful thing in the world. I didn't care what you were wearing — whether you had makeup on. I'd look at you and get lost in your laugh and your smile. Whatever flaws you believed you had, I loved — how you'd look in the mirror and always suck in your stomach; how you always analyzed every picture we took together and made me delete them, nine times out of 10; how you'd pace around on the phone when you were nervous. Or how about how you hated to be on video? I noticed everything. But I loved it.

i couldn't hold the taers anymore, so i cryed, i didnt care if i was too loud or not. Atthis point i was lying in the florr still listening to him.    

Lisa...i love you..please forgive me..

he said and walked down of the stage. i turned off the TV and closed my eyes not realizing i fell asleep.