No seriously , why is this my life? I was raised right by good parents, no childhood traumas , a great life and now this ? Being raped like ... - I have to find a way to get out of this, I don't deserve this.
A knock on my door. " Hey girl open up ! " It's Simone. But I don't get up, I just lay there starring at the ceiling. She soon stops and goes off to her room assuming that I'm asleep. Today is a no go for me, I just ball up under my covers and don't leave my room for the whole day.
The next day ☀️;
I get up and go do my hygienic routine as always. Then I quickly run back to my room and lock the door. I'm always the first one up. I don't know what I'm going to do today, I can't hide in this room forever.
1 New Text Message
1(347) - 446 - 1183 : Hey Ghost 👻
Me : Um, Hi ? Can I help you ?
1(347) - 446 - 1183 : You didn't save my # ?
Me : Oooooh lol is this that Tristian boy again?
1(347) - 446 - 1183 : wow, I'm that boy now ? & save my number.
Me : Anyways ..
Tristian 🙃 : Yeah w.e , wyd today ?
Me : Minding my business
Tristian 🙃 : Well lets mind our business together.
Me : What do you have in mind ?
Tristian 🙃 : Text me your address, I'll pick you up around 12pm ,12:30 ish.
Later that day : ☀️
"Where are you taking me ?" I say as I buckle my seatbelt. His car smells new and it so clean.
"Hush up girl, you ever heard of a surprise ?" He says grinning.
"You ever felt a slap to your face?" I say getting all in his face.
Then it was that same stare , that mesmerizing look he gave me the first two times he saw me. Like he was already in love with me or something.
He gently grabbed my face and he leaned in , the tip of our noses are literally touching , he bites his bottom lip and I touch his face bringing him closer.
"Your way too soon big guy" I say grinning
"You wanted it,stop it" he said
He was fake hurt , I know it
"What's that on your face ?" He notices the mark Cameron left when he hit me
"A birthmark" I lied and then shy away
" I didn't see that in the club the other night" He says assertively
" ooooh turn the radio up !" I screamed " I WENT AN COP THE CHOP STICKS ! PUT IT IN MY BUN JUST TO POP SHIT ! IM ALWAYS IN THE TOP SHIT , BOX SEATS BITCH FUCK THE GOSSIP!" I'm singing 🎤
" They need rappers like me -"
He starts bussing out laughing
"No they don't , they need you to be quiet" He says
We pull up in a parking lot and he opens my door and we start walking towards a building.
I chuckle " IHOP ? I think you might be my kind of guy"
It's crazy how you just meet them someone and it feels like you've known them forever. Bruh it's like I'm infatuated with this guy already on the first date but I can't let him see that. When I'm with him I feel like a different side of me is being unlocked and I'm not living the way I do. After a long day of going to this place and that place , traveling everywhere. We went back to his house , we both plopped down on his bed starring up at his ceiling. Then we just sit there in silence, vibing to a bunch of h.e.r songs until-
" Tell me about you " he says looking at me curiously
" You first " I say as I sit up
" Well .." He says while we both sit in a cris cross apple sauce position facing each other
" My mom had me at a young age , she works in a hospital and she just got her associates degree. My dad is a cool guy, everyone says I'm his twin and me. I've dreamt of being a firefighter so I'm just waiting on the process." He says
He's such an open book, I don't know if I can be the same.
"Well that's some background, where are your parents from ?" I ask
"Jamaica" He says with a horrible fake accent
I laugh " Don't try that again" I say
"What about you ? Where are your parents from?" He asks
"All black everything boo" I'm being sassy "Hey ..?" I continue to talk "Do you find me attractive?" I say as I move closer to him fidgeting with my clothes trying to change the topic.
He glances at me long and hard
" I think your beautiful, I don't find you attractive I find you rare and stunning." He says as he moves closer " But if my guess is right, you go through a lot of pain and I'm not here to add on to that" He says , looking at me with this chinky bold eyes and wet lips.
I bite my bottom lip, I push up against him so now we're face to face and I grab the back of his head to whisper in his ear "well I think it's getting a little late " I say as I push his ear lobes back and forth with my mouth.
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Decisions.
General FictionNoemi is a 21 year old that struggles with her past and present. Having to move on from and ex boyfriend and now dealing with her best friends cousin whose sexually abusing her is a lot for Noemi. But when Noemi and Tristian finally lock hearts , sh...
