WHY AM I LIKE THIS? I FUCKING HATE MYSELF!!! I ONLY PUSH PEOPLE AWAY NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY THEY ALWAYS LEAVE BECAUSE IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH OR IM TOO MEAN! IM SORRY IM LIKE THIS IM JUST SCARED, I'm really scared....I'm scared to get hurt again..I don't wanna go threw it again... I'm..I'm sorry
