Your safe in my arms (slow updates)

Chapter six: tour?

''rape''

I heard a bunch of gasps and Andy dropped his plate, shattering it. He walked out side. I'm guessing for a cigarette. Why do they even care.? I heard ashleys heavy footsteps. I turned around and he had puffy red eyes.

.. from crying? I walked upstairs. I locked myself in my room. I fell on my bed and cried. They weren't supposed to know. I heard a knock on my door. I winced in pain as I got up to unlock it. Jinxx.

"Get your stuff packed." he smiled. No! I was not going back!!! "W-why?" I asked him. "Your going on tour with BOTDF. We'll be meeting you at the venue." he smiled again. I let out a sigh of relief . Wait! BOTDF?! oh my god. I carefully packed my stuff. I got dressed.

(BOTDF shirt with bracelets to cover bruises and cuts, ripped black skinnys, a beanie, combat boots. Makeup: winged eyeliner, black and white contacts and black lipstick)

I tried dragging my suitcase downstairs but almost cried. I didn't know Dahvie and Jayy were already here. I whimpered loudly. Ashley ran up and grabbed my suitcase and picked me up bridal style. Lord. He didn't have to do that much. He put me down and handed my suit case to Dahvie. I bite my lip to keep from crying.

These are my idols. I love them.! Jayy looked at me sadly while Dahvie talked to cc about whatever.

Jayy walked up to me. "Can I hug you?" he asked making sure I wouldn't freak out if he did. I nodded yes and he hugged me softly. Dahvie motioned us to come out to the car. I waved at everyone and jayy and I walked out to the car.

== skip car ride (we are now inside the bus)==

I looked around. The bus was neatly organized. They had colorful and dark things here and there. "So, Kellin Quinn, Chris Motionless, Ricky Olsen, Jeffree Star, Vic Fuentes, and Mixi (A/N: lead singer of Stitched Up Heart) are coming over for a little get-together thing. You gonna stay in your bunk or come out and talk?" Dahvie said, smashing my thoughts.

"u-uh  bunk" I was truly depressed about Sam. He had the looks, kindness, then he just... BOOM out of no where he's evil.

Dahvie led me to my bunk. It was a bigger one, which I was happy about. He helped me climb in my bunk. It was on the top, and I'm really short so it was hard for me to get on it.

-knock knock knock- I guess they were her. I heard a bunch of "Hey" "what's up?!" and then I heard "nachos" what the fuck.?

Dahvie smiled sweetly before walking out and greeting the visitors. I listened to their laughs, basically heard their smiles, their yelps. I mentally screamed. It's not fair! Why does everyone else have to be happy when I'm just... a depressed 14 year old.?

I noticed how dry my mouth was, I jumped out of my bunk with a thud. But it was unheard due to everyone laughing, and drinking.

I slowly walked to the front. Everyone became silent. I had lost a lot of weight the past few days. My eyes were sunken in, my cheeks were hallow and my voice was really scratchy due to screaming. I shuddered.

I slowly walked over to Dahvie. "W-where are th-the drinks?" I said barely above a whisper. I could feel everyone's stares burning holes in my back. 

Dahvie nodded and got up. I followed him to the drinks. He grabbed a water bottle for me and walked back to the living room. I almost ran back to my bunk.

____hello my pandas____

okay so I decided to make a long one \{^0^}/ Yey!!!

~Laney