Chapter five: hiding it ... not so good

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*Knock knock knock*

''c-come in'' I said as loud as I could. My voice was hoarse. My throat burned like hell. Christian opened the door and sent me a friendly smile. I just looked at him. He frowned. "Breakfest is ready" he said and left. I got up and put a BOTDF oversized hoodie on and some sweat pants. I looked in the mirror. Big mistake.

I had bags under my eyes and tear stains. My face was turning purple. How did cc not notice that.? I put some makeup on them, wincing in pain. I walked out of my room and down the stairs wanting to scream in pain. He really damaged me... down there.

Every morning Ashley and I do this thing where I slide down the railing of the stairs and he catches me at the bottom. This time I ignored Ashley's confused face and sat at the table and looked at the disgusting food. The words replayed in my head.

Fat whore!

Slut!

Ugly ass hoe!

Fuck up!

Nobody loves you!

I tried my best not to cry. Good thing I'm good at that. The guys all stared at me with sad eyes, not knowing what to do. I took a bite of my eggs and pushed the plate away. "I'm not h-hungry'' I whsipered in my hoarse. I got up from the table to fast and whimpered and fell to the ground. Shit.

CC and Ashley ran to me and picked me up. I just whimpered. There was no use now. Jake, Jinxx and Andy picked the plates up while looking at me with concern.

"What's wrong Lilly bug?" Ashley asked me with concern in his voice. " I-I... nothing...'' I answered trying to convince them I was okay. ''There's something wrong'' CC said. He barely grabbed my wrist and I cried out in pain. CC sent me a flash of concern. He started to move my jacket sleeves up. I tried to kick him away but failed miserably due to the pain down there.

He lifted them to my elbows and gasped. I heard gasps from all around the room. Ashleys eyes traced every cut with his eyes then his eyes went huge when he saw the green/blue/purple bruises on my wrists. Then he got angry. "Who did this to you?! Was it that douche?!" he kinda yelled. I nodded my head yes, there's no use in hiding it now.

Ashleys eyes turned teary. "I-I need a minute" He ran upstairs. Jake, Jinxx and Andy stood there with shock, concern, and worried looks on their faces. ''What'd he do?" cc asked barely above a whisper.

''rape"

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