first love || taehyung ff

1 - let me know.

i just wished you let me know
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Taehyung Pov

It's my birthday, nothing special, no one knows it anyway, except, for her. But, she's gone, disappeared from my side. Without her, it's meaningless, with no one to celebrate, no one to laugh with, no one to be my princess.

I sat at the edge of my bed, with only the moon shining through my window, caressing the blue bracelet I had on my wrist which gives me the strength to live each day, I really hope to see her again. [AN: Love Yourself 承 'Her' ;))]

*Flashback*
Author's Pov

6 year old Minyoung sat by the sand pit, fiddling with a blue bracelet which was identical to the one she had on her wrist, a pink bracelet. *no one wants to play with me*

Taehyung was looking at her from afar but didn't approach her, Minyoung was new in his school but he was already naturally attracted to her.

"Hey you look lonely, where are your friends?" Taehyung asked in a soft voice.

"They don't want me to be their friends." Minyoung said with her voice getting softer and softer. She looked up to Taehyung, whom was squatting next to her, looking at her eyes sparkling and her plump lips pouting.

*You're so cute, how can I resist to not play with you. If I befriend you, I will only hurt you, how can I hurt you when you seem so innocent. Sigh. I'm just going to do this once*

He tried to bring her mood up, "It's okay I'll play with you. What do you want to play?"

"Jinjja?! Let's play princess and prince!!" Minyoung said in a high squeaky pitch.

Taehyung flashed his rectangle smile, "of course princess" and bowed to Minyoung, making her giggle.

He took some twigs and leaves and made it into a crown, "here's your crown my lady" he said attempting to create a british accent.

They ended up laughing and rolling on the sand

*After playing*

"Taehyung ah, thanks for being my first friend! Here's a bracelet for you to make sure you'll remember me!" Minyoung said in a uplifting voice.

"See you tomorrow! Bye Taehyungie!" She skipped away, leaving Taehyung there looking at her fading figure.

*End of Flashback*

Taehyung Pov

That was when i first met Minyoung, we bonded really well and soon, she became my best friend. Although i am 1 year older than her. I tried to resist her but she didn't have any friends, and they would always talk behind her back although she does not know. I wanted to protect her, so I became her friend, eventually a best friend.

*as long as you don't know about me, I won't hurt you and I will protect you* that's what I thought back then.

She was a really special person to me, the only person who made me laugh and listened to me when I was sad and angry. She made me feel special and happy. She gave me this weird feeling in my heart. Back then, I didn't know what that feeling was, now I know, it's the feeling to like a person a lot and care for them. It's called love.

I also know her cousin, Park Jimin, but the thing is that I never knew her family situation. She used to tell me everything, but until recently, she stopped talking about certain topics, especially about her family which is definitely strange but I didn't think much about it.

About 3 months ago, I found some scars and scratches all over her body. I suspected it was something happening at home. I asked her about it but all she did was to ignore my question and the next few days avoiding me. I could see the tears she always try to hold back in her eyes, showing sadness, helplessness and despair.

I was of course hurt, but seeing her hurt to that extend she avoided and ignored me, hurt me more. It hurts to see her so broken.

She was hurt, not because of me, but because of something else. I asked Jimin but he said he didn't know anything about it and he haven't met Minyoung for a long time. It only made me more worried.

It was our examination period, therefore i had many classes and I couldn't look after her or go look for her. However, I did notice once, when I was passing by her class, she was crying.

All I wanted to do was to wrap my body around her and ask her what was happening but i never got the chance to. Seeing her so broken, just made me feel sad. Many times, I would purposely walk pass her class to see how she was in my free times and she was always sad with a head hung low.

And just yesterday, she moved house and transferred to another school.

I wonder how was she now. I took the photo that was set by my bed, it was the only picture I had with her which was on her 9th birthday this year, she was smiling so brightly, like a sun lighting up my sad and dark world. If she ever finds out about me, she'll never want to befriend me in the first place. Maybe i should have never approached her from the beginning.

She was all i had. Umma passed away due to a car accident when i was really young, and appa is just not in the "right condition" after my mother was gone. He often goings to night club and get himself drunk at night to get his mind off being sad over my mother's absence and his business doing badly. He always came back drunk, with tears staining his cheeks, and a wine bottle. stumbling with every step he took. he looked really broken , and as his son, i felt so useless. Everything was basically going down hills or the both of us.

recently, i think appa coorporated with a drug dealing company. "It will make business better for us" he said to me with a slight smirk. I had a bad feeling about this. Soon, he didn't care about me anymore, he doesn't talk to me and most of the times he didn't even come home. He stayed at his office, probably over working himself. I couldn't go to his office because i did not have the staff card which was needed in order to access the building. I may be his son, but i've never step in there before.

So ever since umma passed away, i didn't felt loved until i met Minyoung. She was the best thing that happened to me after the incident. but after she transferred school, ignored me, hurt me, i knew i lost her. i lost my only happiness. i felt broken and lost.

.

if only you would let me know what's wrong, and i'll help you put back the broken pieces you had. we can go through the pain together, i'll lessen the pain for you. I hate to see you so broken Minyoung.

but still,

you are afterall

my broken princess

For me to protect you.

AN: how is the first chapter? i'm not really experienced D: what do you think will happen mto taehyung? Will he go and find Minyoung?