Just another toy.

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"Ugghh I'm late again" One glance at the alarm clock says it all! Why am I such a mess ? I shouldn't have called Gus over my house yesterday. I glance at Gus who is deep in sleep next to me in his naked glory and bless his just fucked hair. I smile when I remember about last night . Damn Gus , he's good at this and I mean really good.
Who knew that this nerd has an inner monster ?
I take a quick shower and throw on some jeans and a random t-shirt while Gus wakes up startled by the commotion.

*you can start the music*

"Good morning gorgeous " Gus is all smiles for me. His smile really does something inside me. As I get ready for school he pulls me back to bed. Guess I won't be going school after all.
He slowly starts undressing me and the pace drives me wild. And then his lips are on mine. Then his hands start massaging me , his right hand palming my breasts and his left cupping my ass. He then starts to rub me and finger me hard! I let out a loud moan and then he slams into me hard as I cry out. we make a rhythm and then we explode calling out some garbled version of our names. I'm all sensations and sensations. This is what I'm addicted to. This is what I want. This is what I need. This is my coping mechanism. As we catch our breaths Gus whispers " I love you , Clara ". This has happened before. They want more but I don't. They're all just toys in my playhouse. I have no feelings or whatsoever for him. I never had any for the previous one and that's when I realize I have to let him go.

(A/N)
Hey guys hope you liked my first chapter of the first book I'm writing. Do you think I suck at it and call it quits or shall I continue?

 Do you think I suck at it and call it quits or shall I continue?

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