jungkook | tuesday
There it was, in his hands. The notebook Taehyung treasured.
Jungkook had read it a million times and cried exactly the same amount of times.
Jungkook read it again. He was angry at himself for not being there for Taehyung but instead, he avoided him. He decided to ignore him and his hurting.
He loved Taehyung. But he decided to be a fucking idiot.
After reading the contents of the notebook again, Jungkook's tears were once again let out. Jungkook sets aside the notebook and grips his hair as he sobs.
"I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry." Jungkook mumbles as he cries.
"Stupid!" Jungkook yells in anger. "Why did I make him feel so useless? Why am I such a horrible person?" Jungkook bawled his eyes out.
"I'm so stupid! Stupid! Stupid!" Jungkook threw his pillows around in anger.
"I'm the reason why he's gone." Jungkook sits down on the floor and continues to sob.
"And I can't fucking change that."
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And yes you've reached the end of this book. I hope I provided enough angsty vibes. Sorry if it was too short but I just wanted to publish something. I'm still working on my Jimin fic and I'll publish it when it's ready :)
Anyways, hope you liked this! See ya!
Edit 12.20.18: thank u all so muuuuch for 1k! i love you guys so much! ugh my heart is literally exploding oqgfmxsna thank u sooo much!❤
