taehyung | wednesday.
I asked for help
I thought, maybe a talk with someone would help me
Help me stop myself from ending it all
So I called my cousin who was a doctor, Seokjin
He was so gentle in talking
I told him everything I couldn't tell you or anybody else
But that talk actually made things so much worse
He told me that if I did it, my mom would miss me, you would miss me, my friends would miss me.
It just wasn't true
I knew to myself that my mom would be so relieved that the 'waste' she struggled to live with, was gone.
I knew to myself that you wouldn't care, Jungkook-ah.
And that leaves me to my friends.
Oh, I forgot, I didn't have any.
