disobedience fanfic

talking (13)

Esti had the opposite reaction of what Ronit thought Esti would've have. She had a kind of pissed looking face. A really pissed one.

"What the hell are you doing here?" Esti whispered-shouted with a piece of her wig in her face.

"I don't know. I guess I just couldn't stand being in the same room with Dovid in silence with nothing to talk about despite me being gone for 6 years. You guys were both pissed probably once I left. Ya know?"

"Wanna go out?" Ronit then said to Esti after her tiny explanation. The doors of the school swung behind them they came out to the grey and blue outside. As they walked, Ronit started a conversation.

"So, how's life with newborn Dalia?"

"It's good. She's actually really worth it despite the birth experience." Esti replied.

"How is birth? Is it like everyone says, painful and terrible?" Ronit asked. Esti just gave Ronit her wide eyes, telling Ronit it was. Ronit just replied with an 'oh' and a small laugh, letting Esti's heart beat just a little faster than usual.

Ronit's voice started to fade away in Esti's mind and her voice also became slower. Esti started to stare more deeply into Ronit's eyes. She started to stare more on Ronit's body and curves. Her breast bigger than hers. Her eyes having more brown. Her lips looking so soft. Stop it Esti, stop... but Esti couldn't.

Esti thought that Ronit looked more beautiful than ever. She looked so more modern and that she could pass society while Esti couldn't.

"Right?" Ronit asked to Esti. Esti didn't listen to anything Ronit said but responded anyway.

"Yeah." Esti responded to Ronit, unsure. Ronit just gave Esti wide eyes.

"Wait, wait, wait. So you're saying I should hook up with Scott (the man she had sex with) more often?!" Esti's eyes started to get bigger.

"NO! No, no, no, no, no. I'm sorry that I wasn't listening. I meant yes." Esti replied. As the silence ate up time second by second, the bell rang and the eye contact Ronit and Esti made with each other broke off and just stared awkwardly with each other as the girls came running to the playground.