Secrets

What The Fuck- Morty

I'm kissing my fucking grandpa. And he's kissing back.
What the fuck. I pull away horrified and lock myself in the bathroom nobody else is home so who cares? I start crying. What the fuck is wrong with me? I just kissed my grandpa. Do I have feelings for Rick? No he's an egotistical alcoholic. But he cares about me right? Right? Rick knocks but I ignore it to lost in my thoughts. Why would I kiss him? He's an asshole. But I love him. No. No I don't love him.I finally decide to get over it and go ask Rick  if we are going on an adventure. He's probably just in the garage as usual. But when I check he's not there. That's weird. I don't worry to much this happens a lot. I decide to go watch Ball Fondlers eventually falling asleep on the couch.
*le time skip to that evening*
I wake up in my room. Funny I thought I fell asleep on the couch? I look at my alarm clock to see its 2:36 in the morning I roll over to see Rick slouched over my desk seemingly asleep. Do I wake him? I'll let him sleep old man doesn't get much sleep anyway. I get up to pee and when I come back Rick is on my bed facing away from me. I sigh softly. We'll have to talk eventually. "R-rick? Y-you okay?" He turns around and just stares at me. "Y-uuurrg-yeah I'm f-fine Morty." He looks away before speaking again. "W-we need t-to talk M-uuurrrgg-morty." I look down and slowly walk to sit down on my bed. I jump a little when Rick speaks. "W-why? I'm y-uuurg-your grandpa. W-what about J-jessica?" I just stay quiet. Why did I kiss Rick? I just shrugged and rub my eyes. Rick sighs and gets up. "N-night you little shit. We're going on an adventure tomorrow. Be prepared." And with that he slams the door. I sigh and lay on my bed staring at the ceiling. My anxiety through the roof. Rick hates me even more now I know it.
   Tell me what you want to hear sick of all the insincere so I'm gonna give all my secrets away.