25. "emptiness and ache"

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tom👅 (tom)
illianna💫 (illianna)

illianna💫
hey tommy

tom👅
hey illi

illianna💫
im having a bad day
i just wanna go home and sleep

tom 👅
oh no
why? what's wrong?

illianna💫
idk
just one of them days
i didn't sleep very well
and my dads birthday is
tomorrow

tom👅
im sorry illianna
im hfy always❤️
do u need to talk about it?

illianna💫
yeah it wouldn't hurt

tom👅
alright
im listening

illianna💫
it's just hard ya know?
some days are better than others
and some days i can't leave my bed
but things like his birthday, thanksgiving
i don't think will ever get easier
there's this permanent emptiness and ache
in me that's never gonna go away
i miss him tom
i wish he could be here to see us grow
up, be at my premieres and my wedding,
meet my kids
i just wish he was still here

tom👅
i wish i could tell you i understand
but honestly i don't, but i do know
that you're a tough girl who deserves
nothing but happiness and I think your
dad would agree
he'd be more than proud of you and
i bet he misses you and sam just as
much as you guys miss him
and when you're having a bad day, think
about all the good times you had, the little
things, i know your dad wouldn't want
you to be sad forever over something
neither of you could've controlled

illianna💫
ur such an angel
id be crying if i wasn't getting
my makeup done
thank u sm

tom👅
don't thank meeee

illianna💫
i wanna hug u so bad

tom👅
u will sometime soon

illianna💫
how soon?

tom👅
idk
but
im working on it

illianna💫

tom👅me the day we meet

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tom👅
me the day we meet

illianna💫
me when i hug tom holland

tom👅
loser

illianna💫
says u

tom👅
oh ok
im a loser??
ur the fan girl??

illianna💫
OMG
im notttt
and ur peter parker so??

tom👅
stfu
peter parker is awesome

illianna💫
yeah ik i love him
but he's still a loser tho
and u know it

tom👅
yeah kinda
but heS SPIDER-MAN

illianna💫
yeS BUT
peter parker is still a loser
spiderman or not

tom👅
tony stark doesn't think so

illianna💫
tony stark knows so
and i bet rdj does too

tom👅
u aren't wrong

illianna💫
oh tommy
i never am😘😘

tom👅
oh illianna
ur something else
aren't ya

illianna💫
yeah
u should know that by now

tom👅
i been knew

illianna💫
🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

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