All of my life ,
I was living in a lie,
As the years go by and times fade away ,
What use to be good days are now filled with dismay.
I've fought to become who I am and what I want to be,
I have to remind myself that one day I will be free,
I've been basing my life upon what others think,
I wish i could go back everytime an eye would blink.
Suicide tempts me everytime i swallow,
All because this distructive life led,
Lifting to the heaven that I could only dream,
Blood dripping from my torso like melting Ice cream.
