I Love You But Also Hate You (Sasuke X Reader)

The first day of Training and possibly the hardest day of my life

Today was the first day of training. I had not eaten anything that morning or last night but I was already late enough so no time to even try to eat. I ended up being the last one there and of course, I got a lecture from Sakura. She acted almost like my mother. I was surprised to see that Kakashi Sensei was not there yet. So it was just Naruto, Sakura, Sasuke, and Me in the middle of the training grounds. I noticed three logs standing strait up in the middle of the field so I wondered if we would be trying to destroy them but I also saw two lunch boxes so I didn't know. I finally sensed something behind me so I took out my Kunai but I guess Sasuke had the same feeling because he had his Kunai out too.

"Whoa there now you wouldn't want to kill your Sensei now would you?" I knew that voice, that was Kakashi's voice. 

"You're late!" We all screamed at him.

"Well, I just got lost in the scenery."

"Yeah right..." I scoffed and put my Kunai away. I could see that from behind his mask Kakashi had a little smirk or well what looked like a smirk for that matter. 

"Well looks like you and Saskue have very similar senses of hearing along with agile reflect. That is very useful on the battlefield but that is not going to get you anywhere fast. That is what brings me to tell you about your first training assignment." I saw him rummage through his pocket for something then he pulled out two bells. Naruto started complaining that it was to easy but Sakura quickly quieted him down. "Now all you have to do is get these two bells from me."

"But there are only two bells." Naruto pointed out.

"Well, you have till noon to get the bells from me. That's why there are two lunches. The two who get the bells get to eat. But the ones who do not get tied to the posts and are forbidden to eat." He clanked the bells together and they made a beautiful sound.

"Of course I will get one of those bells, I will get one before noon because I'm gonna be the next Hokage!" Naruto said with certainty in his voice. There he goes again running his mouth. I have to admit he has goals but I guess they're just not what I expected.

"Well then Naruto if you're so sure of that then I won't go easy on you guys, I mean I wasn't planning on it anyway but since your pal Naruto here seems like he is so confident I shall go hard on you all. Oh by the way...whoever does not get a bell will be sent back to the academy and those who do will be promoted to official genin." That made Naruto shut right up. 'A chance to lose all of the things I worked hard on just to go back to the academy for not getting a stupid bell....I can not lose, I will not lose' I had determination in my eyes, I would get a bell even if it cost me my life.

Saskue's Point of view

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After hearing the news from Kakashi I looked at my fellow teammates. Sakura looked nervous and Naruto looked angered but when I looked over at Y/N I could see it in her eyes. I've known that look from the moment we met at the academy. The determined look of victory and vengeance. She has had that look ever since we met, she refuse's to lose things that mattered to her. Now I see that this test matters to her more than living, I know what she is thinking because I'm thinking the same thing....I will die before I lose this because I still have many things that I need to accomplish and I can not let this test get to me.

Y/N is my rival and even if we used to be friends I know she would be putting her rivalry and challenges before her own life....ever since that day. But I refuse to lose to her, I can't lose to her. I would get this bell even if it cost me my life!

Y/N's point of view

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"I will not lose this!" Sasuke and I said at the same time.

"Well then let's begin," Kakashi said and then the bell test began.

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A/N: Well that sure was an intense chapter wasn't it?! Well, I finally did another point of view which is different for me but I mean it's kind of cool to try and think like Saskue. Two Updates in one day huh? Well maybe it will be three but who knows, I'm kind of on a roll and I know if I stop then I will lose my train of thought. It's hard for me to come up with the same thing twice. Happy reading my little cinnamon buns!~