I Love You But Also Hate You (Sasuke X Reader)

Y/N's house and family's past

It was getting close to 6 and I was just doing some quick cleaning up around my house. I lived alone ever since my parents and brother had died and never really had any company so I guess my house was a bit......unprepared. As I was just finishing up the ramen I heard a knock on the door.

"Hmm....coming!" I ran to the door leaving the pot of ramen to simmer on the stove.

"Hey Y/N!" Naruto said excitedly and he peeked over my shoulder to get a little glimpse of my house.

"Naruto what are you doing didn't you know it's rude to look into peoples house without being invited in!" Sakura scolded and then smiled. "Hey Y/N may we come in?" Sakura asked while smiling which was creeping me out.

"Oh yeah come in." I said stepping aside letting Naruto go in first, he examined everything then he smelt the ramen so he ran into the kitchen. Sakura stepped in and scolded Naruto and then Kakashi came in as well.

"Hello Y/N, it's nice of you to invite your squad to your home." Kakashi said with a, I think smile. Saskue unexpectedly came in.

"Hello Sasuke...How nice of you to come." I said faking a smile.

"Yeah whatever...." Sasuke said rolling his eyes and walking inside. I just stood there and closed the door. After a few minutes of chatting the food was done and we started eating.

"Wow Y/N this is really good!" Naruto said while gulping down his second bowl. "So um where are your parents, shouldn't they be here or are they on a mission or something?" Naruto asked tilting his head. I had forgotten that they didn't know about my parents and I just looked down at my lap.

"Well um Naruto..." I managed to say but the rest of my sentence didn't come out, my fists clenched and I felt my eyes watering up. I couldn't cry, not in front of Sasuke and everyone else. I guess Kakashi noticed how uneasy I was about the subject so he decided to tell them for me.

"Well Naruto you see Y/N's parents are that special kind of ninja we talked about earlier, KIA...." Kakashi said sounding a little gloomy.

"What does that mean again?" Naruto asked tilting his head a little in confusion.

"Killed In Action you idiot! Why did you even ask her that Naruto!" Sakura shouted. "Well how was I supposed to know? Anyway......I'm sorry for asking Y/N." Naruto said putting his head down.

"It's ok Naruto, I guess no one has mentioned my parents a lot so I mean I wasn't prepared....My parents died while trying to defeat the Nine Tailed Fox....But knowing that they tried and died fighting for are village. I can't really say I'm sad nor can I say I'm mad because I really didn't know them...I was born a couple of months before it happened so you don't have to say sorry." I said smiling a bit but everyone could see that it was hiding sadness. We continued eating in silence, sometimes I would see Sasuke glancing over at me then quickly turning away. 'Hmm I wonder what his problem is?' I said in my head. The rest of the night went over well then it was time for them to go.

"Thanks for inviting us over Y/N, see you tomorrow for training." Kakashi said giving a slight again I think smile. Everyone left one by one but Sasuke was the last one to leave. "Hey Y/N...." Sasuke said before leaving. "Sorry about your parents..." He said looking at me and smirked before leaving. It must have been from my expression because I was truly shocked that he actually felt bad for me. Maybe he is finally.....changing.

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A/N: Hi! Sorry for the late update I guess I had a bit of a writing block. So umm how about those 200 plus view! SO excited to see what's to come! For those who might be wondering why the romance is taking so long is because your rivals and like you know rivals take longer than friends so umm sorry for the long love story. Anyway happy reading my little Cinnamon Buns!~