When Choosing Between

LUCY

A/N (Hey reader(s), {Especially Kacey_93 } thanks for reading this book. It's my third fanfic on wattpad i think so beware of errors. oh. that rhymes. XD sorto of. : ) anyway thanks for reading my story and feel free to comment and vote if you want to. Now on with the story. Sorry for a short chapter. approximately 700 words. : ( comment if any clarification is desired. some formatting is wonky. see you all later or... hear from you all later? Over and out, 1Libra). XD 

I got into the car quickly. Oh Mavis! That was close. I have to try harder to forget those memories from when we were friends.

No matter how cute, sweet, caring, loyal, easygoing, smart, compassionate, adorable, wonderful, handsome, lovable, funny, courageous, determined, joyful and overall attractive he is, I knew if we were to have a relationship, it wouldn't last long; I'm too broken to be in something like that.

3 years ago, I was only in 8th grade and I was crushing hard on Natsu at that time. I had just befriended Lisanna and we got along well, but we both liked Natsu. One day when we were at the mall looking for dresses for the Middle School Christmas dance, I let slip that i hoped Natsu would ask me. Lisanna was instantly upset. I apologized and lied that I was just kidding and promised that if Natsu asked me, i would refuse. That promise was necessary to keeping my newest friend and I didn't want a silly crush to ruin a friendship, even though that promise might ruin me and Natsu's. After all i had been dropping hints about him asking me for weeks now. When we were done shopping and had parted ways, i had pulled out her phone and texted Natsu:

A/N (Hey so i had a pic for this and will have to make do, without. this story was originally written on a google doc and I am still writing it. So if it is published unusually fast it's because all i do is add a little to my original drafts and publish. Anyway the next bit is like a text. Natsu is on one side Lucy is on the other. {basicaly the pov is on the right while the other person is on the left. )

(1libra over and out)

Hey Natsu?

Sup luce! What's up?

Don't ask me to the dance alright?

Y not! Has someone already asked U!?

No.

Good C U Later.

The next morning at school Natsu did ask me to the dance and I...

Said no. I couldn't laugh and hug him screaming yes, yes, yes. I couldn't even explain because it seemed like my throat closed; all I could do was run and hide in the girls bathroom. I went home sick that day and ended up not going to the dance. Lisanna did go with Natsu and enjoyed it. But late that night I got a text from her:

LUCY LUCY LUCY LUCY LUCY!

What?

natsu said he wasn't going to be your friend anymore because you humiliated him and he doesn't like you I'm so sorry!!!!!! It's all my fault!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was horrified. I was furious. I was hurt. I blocked Natsu's contact. He couldn't text me. I stayed out of school for the next week. When I came back I avoided him. I stayed in a flock of girls; he stuck with the boys. I was sure our friendship was over. It stayed that way the rest of middle school. I stopped going to dances, even in High School. Our relationship turned into an awkward acquaintance. But then Natsu invited me over when I had no way to get home. He was warm and friendly to me even though I was cold and distant. I failed to be a decent classmate towards him.

Why was life so hard!?

"Here we are Miss Lucy." Capricorn said as he climbed out of the vehicle. He open my door.

"Thanks Capricorn." I whispered.

I walked into my house, up to my room and locked the door. I threw my school bag at the wall in anger.

I suddenly remembered that's where my phone was! I dug through my bag. Throwing everything out. It wasn't there. I sighed with relief; that relief soon turned to panic. If it wasn't in my school bag then where was it! I searched my jacket. My bag again. Nothing. I fell asleep wondering 'Did I Leave it at Natsu's?'