Bleeding Love

Chapter 5

"Ahhhh" Sophia screamed. I was shocked and looked up and saw Neymar with anger on his face.

Soon the whole team came. They all kinda looked pissed. I looked down and saw Brendan getting up and Sophia trying to help him get away from here.

"H-How did y-ou g-guys find out w-w-where I l-ive?" I asked still sobbing like crazy.

"Hulk texted Myst asking where you lived and if we can come over to check on you which I'm definitely glad we did." Neymar replied sounding angry with the last part he said. I looked over at Myst and she nodded.

"Come in..." I said trying no to start sobbing again. I couldn't believe Brendan did that to me and with Sophia one if my best friends?!?! My heart sank to my stomach. I'm so heartbroken!

"Come here." Neymar said. I sat beside him and he pulled me into a hug. I started sobbing again and all Neymar did was stoke my hair and softly telling me it's going to be alright.The whole team felt so sad and mad that a guy could be so cruel.

"If you want we can go get the basterd for you?" Marcelo suggested.

"No I rather not get Into anymore stuff" I replied with tears still streaming down and a cracked voice.

I soon wanted to go to sleep and Neymar agreed to set me down there.We entered my bedroom and he set me down in my bed.

"Wait... Neymar it know we didn't know each other for long but can you please stay with me tonight?" I asked hoping he will say yes. He nodded and texted Hulk telling them he would be staying over tonight...Myst went to sleep in the guest bedroom.

"Neymar?" I said still with a cracked voice.

"Hmm?" He said with a soothing tone.

"Why is this happening to me?" I asked looking at him.

"I don't know, but I promise it will all get better.... " He looked at with the softest look on his face. It felt like I have known him my whole life yet we just met. I feel comfortable around him. Kind of safe. I hugged him and put my head in his chest.

"Thank you" I said softly.

"For what?" He asked confused

"For caring even though we just meat a while ago" I said still wondering why he's helping.

"No girl deserves to be treated like that especially not a beautiful nice girl like you" he said as he stroked my hair. I yawned and slowly drifted to sleep.

"NEYMAR!!!!!!!" I heard a girl yell.

"What the hell is going on?!" I asked kind of yelling and annoyed.

"Shit what is she doing here?" Neymar said.

"Who?" I asked curious

"My ex girlfriend" he replied.

"Well does she know it's *looks at clock* 2 in the morning?! And how did she find my house anyways!" I was really pissed off.

" I don't know but can u do something for me?" He asked me

"Uh sure"I said sleepily

"Can you please pretend to be my girlfriend? Every time I'm at a girls house she finds out and follows me and then she is always like 'your dating her? Urgh I was way better for your' and then flips her hair. I it's so annoying" he said.

"Um what will I get in return?" I asked making a deal.

"I will let you come to our practices and games for free. And I'll pick you up and drop you off." He said. Wow is this that important to him? Ok I can do that deal.

"Ok deal." I said and we went downstairs.

"Oo you should probably ware my sweater so she would believe it more!" He said taking his sweater and putting it on me. I unlocked a door and there was a girl with a short pink dress standing in front of my house. She started to walk closer until she was just inches away from my door.

"So your dating a PUNK now? Wow you have gone way low." She said with a sly smile. Man did I wanna punch her in the face.

"Why what's wrong with dating a PUNK?" He asked getting kinda protective again.

"Um for starters they prey to Satan, they never talk, they cut themselves every night even if it's for no reason, they never come out in the sun and when they do they hate it!" She said trying to convince Neymar that those are true.

(Those examples are not true. Those are what I herd ppl say to punks. Well and ppl have said all of those to me. But tbh I'm a proud punk)

"Those are not true." I said in a soft tone. "I'm PUNK not some psycho."I said feeling kind of hurt that ppl actually think that.

"Pa- lease do you think I'm stupid and plus Neymar why would you go for such and ugly whore like her? I'm mean she's so ugly. And look she has tattoos. Everything about her is naturally ugly. Not even makeup can fix it. Oh but you punk so makeup makes it worse!" She was laughing. Some tears were slipping out and the cold harsh memories coming back.Neymar noticed my tears and wiped them away.

"She is not a whore if anything your the whore. And I have tattoos too but she looks beautiful with them. Makeup looks amazing on her but I prefer her without cuz she looks stunning both ways!" Neymar said shouting tag her for making me cry. "Now will you just fucking leave us alone?!" he said posses off. Then she just left with a laugh. I closed the door and ran up stairs to my bathroom and locked it.

"Where is it where is it?" I kept saying to my self until I found it. I took a breath pulled up my sleeve and made a slit. The blood dripping and the pain relaxed me. I haven't done it for 5 years but it feels so good today.

"Sarina open the door" he yelled knocking on it.

"I'm using the bathroom" I said wiping the blood and tears.

"Sarina I know your not using it now open." He said.

"No!" I yelled. He opened the door. How?

"How did u open it?" I asked because I'm pretty sure I locked it.

"I know how to pick locks." He said benign down and looking at the blood. it looked like tears were filling his eyes.

"Why are you doing this?" He asked as a tear fell on his warm cheek.

"I used to cut. It's been 5 years. I've stayed clean. She triggered it. Sure I get hate in social media but that different than getting hate in person. I just count take it anymore. It helped me feel better." I said wiping Neynar's and my tears away.

"By cutting? What if you hit a vain?! The vain in the left arm leads to your heart! You could have died!!" He said getting frustrated and mad.

"I know that's why I do it." I replayed calmly.

"But why would you want to die?" He asked taking my hand

"No one would care if I died anyways so there's no point. I said starting to tear up again.

"Your dad cares, your mom care, your brothers care , I care , even the team cares because they saw the pain in you!" He said trying to convince me.

"Your just saying that!" I said not wanting to believe it.

"No I'm not I know your alone right now but you have me hear with you. You have Myst. And you have the team. We got your back!" He said

"Really? I'm trusting you to be there when I fall. And ill be there when you need me, deal?" I asked

"Deal..." He said softly and gave me a hug....

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A/N

Hey sorry I didn't update I was writing this chappie and I was at ppls houses.

But I did it and it was a longer chapter so blah;P I'm so bummed bout the match today and about Neymar it's so hurtful to a Brazil fan like me! But ik that they will do better and try harder next time cuz Brazil don't quit! They kik butt