Me and Finn have been best friends since we where four years old and when we turned Fifteen we became best friend with benefits we could date but we never dated anyone where both 18 now and no one knows about me or us and we both know that we want to be more but I'm afraid that I'll lose my best friend but tonight was different I accidentally said I loved him when we where having a fight
FLASH BACK
"WOW FINN WHAT THE HELL!" I said I saw this picture of him kissing Millie "WE SAID WE COULD DATE OTHER PEOPLE!!!" Finn said pacing and running his hands through his hair "BUT-" I said Finn cut me off I was on the wall leaning on it "BUT WHAT" he came up to me and put his hands on the side of the wall "you...you...just" he was going to say something but he started leaning in I pushed him off "IS THIS ALL I AM TO YOU A LITTLE TOY YOU CAN PLAY WITH HUH YOU MADE ME LOVE YOU AND NOT IN THE BEST FRIEND WAY IN THE WAY THAT I JUST WANT YOU TO CALL ME YOUR PRINCESS I MISS YOU EVERY TIME YOU LEAVE I MISS YOU ALL THE TIME IM TO AFRAID TO CALL YOU BECAUSE YOU MIGHT BE WITH MILLIE AND I JUST..." I started crying "love you.....I-I love you" I cried out "and you shouldn't be with her you should be with me not her" I said whipping my tears "get out Finn" I pointed to the door "but-" I cut him off "I said out" I said sternly he tried kissing me I pushed him off "okay bye" he said
PRESENT
I'm crying I shouldn't be I heard a bang on my window it was Finn I said "go away" I was in his hoodie then he kept on banging on the window so I opened it "wha-" he cut me off by kissing me we came on my bed since my window is by my bed I pushed him off "what do you want?" I said I didn't look at him he was on my mat "I love you too" he said "that doesn't mean I'm not mad at you anymore" I said not looking at him "ya know your in my sweatshirt babe heh" he said "yeah I forgot I wear it each time your gone" I said still wiping my tears "well I have a song for you that I'm going to sing it's your favourite by Clairo" he took my acoustic guitar out and started playing the strings (play the song now skip the guitar intro-a/n)
"Sorry I didn't kiss you but it's obvious I wanted too bubble gum down my throat and it's a curse but my luck couldn't get any worse cause I swallowed the bubble gum oh and these seven years will be pretty dumb pink flowers grow from my skin Pepto-Bismol veins and I grin"
*guitar*
"You look so nice in your shirt it's sad because it just hurts I do anything for you but would you do that for me too cause I swallowed the bubble gum oh and these seven years will be dumb oh pink flowers grow from my skin Pepto-Bismol veins an I grin"
*extra ohs and guitar*
"Finn I thought you didn't like that song" I said smiling and laughing and crying like an idiot "I couldn't stop listening to it because I missed you I always listen to it and it turns out to be a pretty good song because you love it and I love you and I thought you didn't love me back like that I thought you only liked me and you loved Malcom because you always hang out with him when I'm gone" he said "Finn the reason I didn't tell you I loved you was because I didn't want to lose my best friend" I said "can we just cuddle" I said again "of course beautiful" he said we cuddled for the rest of the night
Total words:691 (in the story)
