You're Dead || PJM

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Jimin POV

"Chim? What do you mean I'm Chim? You can't call me that, respect me and-" you asked frightened and bewildered at the fact that only Y/n, Taehyung and Jungkook knew about your nickname.

'Shit she can't be her'

You looked straight at her eyes and she too is looking frightened at you. She's confused maybe about your question and it made you more nervous. She stood up and sat again at the swing trembling avoiding to look at your eyes while she continued to fiddle with her fingers.

Everything grew quiet and slow.

The wind is incredibly cold and crisp.

The surroundings are dark and clear.

Everything was scary and lonely as if it's made for you and the ghost beside you to reunite. It made you think she really is Y/n.

She loves the sky.

She has this bubbly personality.

And she even gave a nickname for you which only Y/n and your best friends called you back then.

Chim.

Chim.

Chim.

Chim.

Chi-

"I'm so s-sorry I thought I could call you that, I heard that nickname e-earlier when you're at the corridor-"

And the train of your thoughts was interrupted by the ghost. It's like thorns that was stuck at your heart got removed by hearing those. It relieved you in such way that she didn't make it and just heard, it was really a good sign she isn't Y/n but seeing the ghost beside you being at panic because of your breakdown made you feel guilty.

"No-no, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to. You can call me that, it's just that Y/n gave me that nickname."

She looked surprised and flabbergasted at you and mentally slapping herself from embarrassment and having so much pity and sadness for you.

"O-oh that's w-why~" she diverted her attention elsewhere avoiding any eye contact at all "Well we have nicknames for each o-other now. I hope you'll find Y/n soon so you'll be happy a-again."

She stopped her fiddling and looked up at the sky again while waiting for your response, you can still feel her shock at your mood swing but at least she knows the truth, maybe she's sad, guilty or even having a debate by herself but you don't care, you're hurting more.

Tears started welling again on your eyes while you try to blink it away. How you missed that nickname given by Y/n but right now it doesn't make you happy, it hurts you.

Her voice when she said your nickname is really like Y/n's.

Chim.

Chim.

Chim.

Chim.

Chi-

"Hey, I'm so sorry if I shouted at you earlier, I just really remember Y/n from you, I'm really sorry I just missed her-"

"Jimin bitch! What the fuck man? You fucking high or something?"

And you flinched making your ass stumble on the ground with a loud thud after Jungkook's shout. You saw the ghost grew worried and scared but she vanished away aware that she can't stay long because of the two boys.

It disappointed you but you think it's the better for that ghost to go away first.

"Who the fuck are you talking too? You made us run the whole town just to see you! Damn!"

And this time it was Taehyung's, you looked at them innocently and looked back again at the still swinging swing, the two also looked at it connecting puzzles.

"Is it a ghost again?"

You nod as you tried to stand up but your back hurts from the fall, you can see Taehyung trying to grab you but you can't feel anything but numbness.

"Come one Jungkook, just grab Jimin too and let's go home, carry him. Don't want to deal with demons tonight."

"Are you serious Taehyung, do you freaking expect me to carry him after the running we did? Hell no bitch."

"Then okay! Just help me before we get possessed here!"

You can hear them talk to each other even nudge and shout but the next happenings became a blur to you.

The last thing you remembered was you being dragged down up to your shared dorm and you're now hugging the huge teddy bear you gave Y/n on your anniversary.

It was a really huge pink one, it was Y/n's request for you to get her on the carnival on your anniversary night.

It took a lot of tries before getting it but all of the tries and fails was worth it after hearing her amazement with your skills even though you aren't good at carnival games.

She hugged the teddy bear so delicately giving it a name while kissing it.

"I think it should be named Mochi, you look like it very much! Thank you my chim, I'll hug this every night thinking of you!"

You agreed and hugged her. She smiled sweetly while giving you a surprise quick peck on the lips while mouthing a thank you.

The night went so fast and you really enjoyed spending it with her.

Every time you'll check her up in the morning with a video call you'll always see it beside her and even when she got hospitalized for check ups she brought it with her.

Her scent lingered and stayed from the stuffed toy.

But what you hope is not the scent that stayed,

You hope it was her who stayed.

But now hugging this teddy bear will just remind you of lonely days, happy days and bitter sweet days.

This teddy bear was all you managed to find on the hospital bed after Y/n left.

After she went away.

You cried alone reminiscing everything and dizziness filled up your system as you drifted off having tear stains all over your face reminding your agony and sorrow for Y/n.

It would be so much better if she was here but right now all that is with you is grief and sadness.

You closed your eyes shutting it tightly remembering all the good times you had with Y/n.

"It hurts Y/n, please come back."

"Chim, I'm back, are you okay?"

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