him // jack gilinsky

❤️chapter 31❤️

JACK G'S P.O.V.

i know she's at our lake.

as we approach, i see her Mercedes.

I start running towards her car.

"EMMA STAY AWAKE." i shout as I'm running.

"CAMERON CALL 911!" i yell, opening her door.

Emma was laying there, pale & unconscious.

"Emma...don't leave. fight for me." i whisper as I'm bawling.

i look into the passenger seat & see a thick envelope that says "to my family." written in Emma's hand writing. suicide letters.

i hear sirens & i start to cry more. is she dead? alive? i can't tell.

"excuse me sir, please let go." the paramedic was telling me as i was clinging to Emma.

"no. no! don't take her!" i was crying so hard.

"sir, you & one other person can ride with in the back of the ambulance." i nod & release Emma.

"Cam, he said me & one other can ride with them." i tell Cam.

"okay, AUDREY. can you drive to the hospital?" he yelled for her.

when i looked at her, my heart broke. she was sobbing uncontrollably, shaking & her make up was everywhere.

"y-y-y-yeah." she stuttered & got into Cams jeep.

i don't know what's going to happen. i can't believe i let this happen. Emma is my everything. i moved across the country for her, i gave up so much to be with her. i am so in love with her. i promised my love to her forever. this isn't forever, it's been 5 & 1/2 months. this is not forever...it's not...

"let's go, bro." Cam snapped me out of my daze. i nod & we hop into the back & take off.

i sit holding Emma's hand, without her holding mine back. the man says she's alive & that gives me hope.

all of a sudden, my twitter starts blowing up. i look to see what it is & Cam took a picture of me, i was crying & you see Emma a little, but you see our hands. he writes "he's so good to my sister. i hope she's okay... #GetWellEmma @jackgilinksy @emmadallas" i started to cry more as i retweeted. the hashtag #GetWellEmma is trending worldwide, within 2 minutes.

after a short ride, that felt like forever, we pull into the hospital. Emma is rushed into a room with me, Cam & Audrey following.

TAYLOR'S P.O.V. {i know he's dead, but he has stuff to say.}

I've been gone 5 months & Emma has yet to visit my grave. i visit her in her dreams...she's struggling. everyone else is okay. she can't move on.

i know she was hurting. i know she wanted to kill herself. i tried so hard to talk her our of it. nothing worked.

today, she tried. i was with her from the moment she woke up, till the second she swallowed the pills.

~~|in the car (flashback)|~~

"Emma. you can't hear me, i know. but i love you. please don't leave this world. the boys need you, Jack needs you. you're going to be okay...don't do this..." i sat next to her as she drove, she was bawling. i can't watch this.

~~|end of flashback|~~

we pull up to a lake. the lake that everything significant happened with Jack. she sits in her car writing her notes. i read over her shoulder.

"I'm leaving this world today, to be reunited with my best friend, Taylor...the pain just keeps getting worse...i sneak into the bathroom & fall apart...I'm tired of seeing Taylor only in my dreams. i want my bestfriend back. i wasn't ready to lose him."

those parts...i can't even describe how upset that made me. tears were streaming down my ghostly face. she folded the letter & put it in the envelope. as she wrote on the front she started to cry again.

her phone keeps ringing. "Bugs☺️"-Jack G "bubba💜"- Cam & "Audrey😍"..my sister...

"ANSWER THE CALL EMMA." i was yelling but she can't hear me.

"why are y'all still calling! get down here before it's too late!" i was yelling so loud. hear me...please...she took about 130 pills in her hand & i was shouting

"EMMA. NO. DONT. PLEASE." she can't fucking hear me!

she swallowed them & i felt myself disappear...leaving my unconscious best friend in her car.

please don't join me Emma.

JACK G'S P.O.V. {again😏}

we sat in the hospital room, i was sitting in a chair on the left of Emma's bed & Cam was in a chair on the right of Emma's bed. we were both extremely tired from crying.

Audrey went home to shower, change & bring me & Cam clothes, she also went to the store & chickfila.

me & Cam are both half asleep when we hear the door open...i was expecting Audrey...but that's not who was there.

"why are you here."