Saved ( momo&jungkook)

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Momo POV
Today was a beautiful day endeed. I felt like sitting in the middle of nowhere talking to my own voices in my head. This life.This me.This earth...i hate everything. I saved someone and ruined myself. I ruined my life. I ruined everythinf that i worked hard for. These wings do you know how hard i tried to get them...Pabo...pabo...
"WHO IS THE PRETTIEST GIRL ON EARTHHHH !!?? "
This loud voice made me come back to reality. It was so loud that my head started to hurt.
"YAHHH KIM SEOKJINNN"
I looked at him and started laughing so hard. It was nice...It felt like home. It felt just right.
"How are you? I havent seen you in so longg ,I really missed you"
He looked me with these watery big eyes...He looked sad and lonely. I was the only one that talked to him actually. They dont like him since he is loud and makes ALOT of dad jokes.  But i loved them.I loved every little piece of his soul.
" How am I? Haha funny question.."
I flew deep in my own world. Is that even a question.I dont have answer. I feel bad. I miss my old life...i miss everything about it. I even miss the fights i used to have with jin. I miss the clouds the talking stars.I miss how i used to see them shine so bright.I miss how they used to fall from the sky...the feeling that you could catch them as they fall. Everything was perfect. Even the grass was greener...the sun shined brighter.
"Are you all right,you seem a little off?"
"I guess Im fine i just miss you,i miss everything i used to be.I hate this life" I started to cry so hard. I hate feelings. I hate that i could feel the sadness,the anger.How people live with these feels. How they endure it..
"It will be alright princess, i also miss you...i just cant believe you are here and im far away from you...i miss our friendship.."

I miss everything too. It hurts me so much knowing that maybe i wont be able to fly again. Not being able to touch the clouds and see the light.
"I love you...with every little piece of my heart,youre such a good friend"

"I dont,you are so annoying"

When i looked up i catch a glimpse of these scary eyes
"Yaaa jungkook,who even talked to you"
He laughed. I just saw his smile . Well he didnt lool that scary after all. He looks just like a rabbit. A cute little rabbit. THAT I WANT TO KEEP IN CAGE...sometimes.
"Are you talking to ghosts?"
"YAAAAAAAA JEON JUNGKOOK I AM NOT A GHOST I AM ANGEL AAAHH"
He started pulling his hair and he actually punched jungkook butt.
He turned back so quick.
"What was that? I just felt something"
I started laughing so hard even my stomach started to hurt. Yes he did stuff but he cant feel them,unless jin wants to.
I walked to him...so close to his face i could feel his breath and actually the really good parfume. His face looked so soft,his nose,everything about it was so soft. I wispered to his ear" GHOSTS RUNNNN"
Then he sprinted off as fast as he could.
"Yaaa jungkook wait i was kidding...pabo"
I laughed as I run after him. This was probably one of the good days here. But its haunting me...20 days left.How can i kill someone? How can i kill someone i saved. And as that hit my head i stoped running.