Saved ( momo&jungkook)

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My name is Momo,and yes i am dead.At least i have job now. I am the lead angel guardian. After people pass i take them to heaven. I show them the long stairs to the light world. I help them find peace and the people that left them behind. Its fun actually they cant see me I can. Sometimes its so funny to mess around,pull jokes and see their scared faces. I died too young in car accident. I felt sorry for my family but I visit them often. Also there is this boy Jungkook. He is 18 and I have to watch over him till the day he leaves this world and goes up. I follow him everywhere,i keep him safe somehow. But there is this rule that says " when the moment comes let him die ". But I feel like he needs saving from himself not from death. He has this walls around him,he is lonely and actually very depressed. He loves icecream he eats alot. I love sitting next to him and eat my own even tho he cant see me. I like hanging around him. It makes me feel alive. He is my little friend. Maybe one day when he dies i will meet him and tell " our" story to him. He fights alot with his parent. And then lock himself in room and cry to sleep. I dont get it he is precious and innocent he can have friends go out and have fun. But he doesn't. His smile is so pretty. I rarely see it. He smiles just when he is playing with his little puppy. He calls her princess. Cute right? He hates being called oppa. Once i left letter saying " Oppa I love you" Guess what? He burned that . I had a good laugh. Today is Friday . Its 10:00 in the morning. Jungkook is probably at school being bored. Sometimes iam thinking if only i get to be his friend ..I would make him smile cause he deserves that. Why cry when he can smile?
I should visit him right? He is probably bored. My way was pretty good since its spring , everything is beautiful. The trees in different colors,the sun,the grass its just so breath taking. I LOVE IT.
At this moment I am at the school and oh gosh whats that ? Kids this days are so loud.
" Oppa dont do it " I hear a screaming girl.
"Man get down please" I hear this Suga guy. I know him he hangs around sometimes. Maybe the only friend Jungkook has. Wait what ?
I look up at the building and there he is standing on the edge tears streaming down his face.
"What are you doing pretty face"? I say that scared about him. Scared about his little broken heart. What is making him do that ? Why is he thinking about taking his own precious life ? Why jungkook? Why? But i cant save him. The golden rule. But but my watch doesnt say a think. I should know when he will die. But i didnt...I guess he wanted even shorter life than that. Can I stand here and watch him die ? The next thing is I know he jumps from the roof. I close my eyes and stop the time. I started runing as fast as I could then press play again. He feel . On his way down i took his body into mine and hit the ground. Suddenly it hit me. I broke the rule. I saved him. His face was blank and he watched me . It felt like he could see me.
" Omg that was amazing"
"Who are you?"
"Are you alright"  I stared at them . I get up fixed my dress and started walking away.That was pretty good i am his hero . I laughed at my toughts.
"Where are you going" I felt someone grab my vrist. That felt strange. What ? He can see me ? How did he touched me ? How is this possible? I am angel he cant see me. I am dead.
" You can actually see me ? Like for real "? I said with tears in my eyes and weak legs.
" Of course I can,you just saved me there . Why"?
He started talking with cold voice and soul. He was so cold actually.
"Why? You are 18 and you wanna die "?
My voice was so low and shaky.
" Thats my fucking problem. Who do you think you are huh ? I wanted that why you stoped me "?
I wanted to kill him. I just saved him back there and he screams at me ? I was keeping him safe from every little stuff . I was the one being there when he was sad .
" I just saved you back there Jungkook i deserve a thank you at least " Tears were streaming down my face. I  dont want to keep him safe anymore I will just leave .
"How do you know my name"? He askee very confused.Oh silly of course I know your name.
" Like friend once said that is my fucking problem. Kid mind your bussines"
And with that I left him there standing with I guess broken heart and ugly toughts about his life now. But there is this thing that i cant get out of my mind. Why do I feel alive? How can they see me ?  I am dead person. I guess I never knew what happens when you break the golden rule.