Bound to you {Reylo}

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REY:

"I asked you to join me. We were almost there. Together to rule the galaxy. There were no sides. Just you and me. And you left me there. In the burning flames. I thought we could do this." Kylo speaks with me in the middle of the night. Wanting to get into my head. And he's doing a fine job at it. I finally open my eyes and face him.

"And I thought so too, I never said anything about ruling the galaxy. You're wrong as well, The light and the dark are still there and the final mark is that you and I are leading two different paths. You're mother his mourning the loss of her brother and all you're doing is planning your next move as Supreme Leader. I honestly thought that once we killed Snoke that it would be us, trusting each other. But once again to your right, I was wrong." My voice trembles with the thought of Luke's passing. Not knowing what Kylo will say next.

"You're wrong about one thing, about being wrong. I had every intention of having you stand with me, trusting one another. But then you left. I did have a choice, to try and find you. As I was leading myself to anything I could get my hands on and fly with, Hux came to the scene of the incident pulling the darkness over me once again." Is anything he's saying true? What should I believe? I tugging the imaginary tether that's connecting our link. Trying to see the truth for myself but not being able to see or figure out anything. There's that pull again. Pulling us together, as one. I feel a cold wind as I try to detach myself from the link. He's pulling me towards the darkness and luckily I'm the one that finally succeeds. Feeling a relief roll over me as I try to fall back asleep but there's a knock at the door, I shift out of my corner and walk to answer with concern.

"Rey. I didn't know that you were up or not, we need you down at the base level. It's urgent." He leaves without any more information. I grab my staff and lightsaber and head out.

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"Rey, good you're here." Leia greets me with patting my back as I assure her that I'm strong enough to handle whatever she's about to say. I nod my head to tell her to go on. "Rey, we've gotten word from enemy ships that could be Ben. Not directly from him and they, or if it's him, he doesn't know that we are here. Also, he can't find out that we have gotten the word. So if you are feeling anything you must first, fight it, and then second, tell me so we both can decide what to do together." I ask to speak alone with her and she leads the both of us to her sleeping quarters. She asks what's troubling me and I answer with the only answer that seems fit.

"What's not troubling me. Everything has broken into pieces. Han, Luke, the force. Like the rocks, everything is crumbling. Nothing seems right. And yet, I still hold onto it."

"Hold onto what Rey?" Leia touches my shoulder and motions for the both of us to sit down.

"What he once told me."

"Who told you what?"

"Kylo, he once told me to let the past die, to kill it if I had to." I turn away from her ashamed of the words I have spoken.

"He said that to get into your head."

"And that I know."

"And I know that you care for him, so Rey, please tell me what's really in your head. Not what Ben is trying to manipulate into your head." Leia takes my hand and holds it tightly.

"I have always thought that Ben could be turned, that when Snoke had seduced him to the dark side that once he was gone that I could turn him. And he proved me wrong once again, with becoming the supreme leader under the new manipulation of Hux." I start to cry and I can feel, once again a cold wind come over me. This time seeing each other, all three of us.

"Ben?" Leia tightens her grip on my hand.

"Hello mother, Rey. Can we have a chat? About you're location?" He smirks right through me. I feel a cold chill and I let go of Leia.

"Stop Ben, all three of us know that all you want is me," I say pulling myself into him. Wanting to be in his arms holding me knowing that we are together in the same light, not darkness.

"I will not deny that." Kylo Ren disappears from our view and Leia turns to me.

"You need to do something. For us. For the Resistance, can you please do this."

"Do what? No! General Organa, please no! I can't Kylo is too strong I'd end up dead. I'm not strong enough yet myself. I can't do this-" I stand up and wave my hands in the air. She expects me to do this. She really expects me to do this.

"Rey, you have to, you're my only hope. To at least get my son back. And I know by now that with what just happened. You and my son have a connection, that'll I never understand. You need to go to him and get him back. Do whatever you have to. Just get him back." She leaves the room talking to Finn who's on his way to talk to me about what I went through. I can sense it.

"What's going on Rey? Why are you leaving again, you just got here." Finn sits down in disbelief, looking at me as if there is no one else in the world.

"Going to find Kylo."

"Why? Are you blind?"

"No, I need to find him and I'm sorry, but you can't stop me. I have to go." I push past his senseless face and hop into the millennium falcon. I have a thought in my mind and I can't put it past myself. He once told me to let the past die, to kill it if I had to. Well, he is the past. And I am determined to kill it.

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But I can't because there is still light in him, I know it. I can't fight the tension between us. Which means that I'm going into this with all the strength I have and a lot of light.