A Christians story

Another part of my life

So I talked to that boy at the rodeo and he said it was fine, we didn't get to continue our conversation which I'm still sad about.

I actually ended up telling one of the girls who hurt me what she did. It was going really will tell she made herself the one who was being hurt and attacked. I got really mad and wanted to just kill her but I knows God wants me to love her so I started praying for strength to love her.
I also have to listen to music and keep my mind busy lately of else it just eats away and makes me feel bad. I have felt myself falling back into depression but I keep feeling God calling me to stay strong he has a plan.
I went to youth group for the first time in the 8th and talked to a girl with really bad depression, I was so tired thought that I didn't give her any advice or help which I'm mad at myself for.
I have been really stressed lately about this whole problem and I just wish for peace but I haven't got to much yet so I know God has to make me wait . What for I still don't know. Also I just got my drivers license so now I can go hang out with the people I choose to!

Thanks for reading love you guys! God bless!! Pray pray pray! It's the only way!