Rose
Chapter 8
Liliana stayed with me since the day I turned being a vampire. Her purpose the whole time was to keep me safe keep me from harm. To keep me away from things that lurked in the dark until I awaken so that I could send those to things back to darkness.
Liliana was made to serve me. Things like this gets me wondering. Does she have any connections as to Clair whereabouts? Thinking about what Hatch said my curiosity about Liliana made to serve make me question about the made part. Was Liliana like me, a human before.
I gave in a sigh. I feel so suffocated of these thoughts of my well being of my purpose.
The bell rang and night class is over. I walked out of the classroom and headed downstairs down to wild which makes me feel more at ease. A place where I could feel the wind blows away all my sorrows.
The things that I killed was slowly coming back and none of it was a happy memory it was all killing my mission as a himegami. It wasn't what I wanted a love, a life, a perfect family.
I had fallen in love so many times back when I was in all my previous life I had wives or husbands. This makes feel like I am player playing with all those women or men just to satisfy me with the empty heart of mine, and the longing of someone wanting me.
And this time Yasmine was just the same, but at a same time she seems to remind me of someone that I wanted to hold. She almost looked like Clair but just having different eye colour and hair, hazel eyes and brown hair. She looks exactly like them that I wanted to replace her as Clair.
It was cruel of me, but I just wanted her so bad. Every time I see Yasmine I am reminded of her.
Liliana came into the part of the forest. She always does following every where I go because it was her purpose.
My head ache again, but this time much lesser. Liliana came rushing holding me into her arms and I took the liberty to just lean on her chest. She was taller than me and I liked that. She knew I liked to be in this position so she didn't let go.
The vaccine that my mother made is taking effect. I've been thinking in all my past life I always had this kind of pain but there was no cure in finding to ease the pain. I always had to take this kind of pain for my memories to come back and so actually why now?
"Hey Liliana," I said softly but it was loud enough to be heard. I was trying to distract myself from the pain but it was bearable.
"Mmm," she replied.
"I was just thinking do you have any connections to Clair Abigail Hail?"
"Yes."
I close my eyes and smile. "Did she made you to serve me?"
"Yes."
"How were you made?"
"I don't know. Like you I have no memories of my past, but I knew the name Clair Abigail Hail and knew she was my maker. My mission was already sewed into my brain to serving you for the rest of my life. Are you not angry with me for keeping such a secret away from you?"
"No," I groaned. She patted my head and kissed the top of my forehead. "I don't know why but I want to know more about Clair. I want to know about my relationship with her. I feel so empty all inside but when I hear this name my heart beats. It's like there is hope inside of me."
"You said a lot of this in your past life as well."
"I did?" I looked up to her natural grey eyes that looks like a storm.
"You did. I lived a very long time for you to fulfill this mission. I have actually even lived longer than you. When you die I waited for you to be reborn. I stayed in this like I was made to observe the world like I replaced the gods, and I govern the vampire until the day I waited for the return of our God princess.
I was given this mission since the day you were created."
"I'm sorry for you to wait so long. I never even bothered to learn more about you. I've always been so drowned up at my own emotions. I have failed to see you as my only kinship or relative."
"Me a relative?"
"You've been with me for the longest time and serving me. You are my family."
She laid another kiss on my forehead and hugged me feeling something wet drops down on my shoulder after one and another I was surprised never did I knew that even the strongest and mighty Liliana would show her tears.
"Thank you."
I hugged her back and shook my head. "It's the least I could do."
Then I started to question. Why did Clair created us? For what purpose and why? And this time I won't give up in finding answers. Eventhough Clair perhaps maybe could be my lover from my human past, but doing this is just too cruel.
I have to find answers. And I will find Clair.
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