That day i decided to keep cutting. But i was gone hide them better, so no one would notice. and that promise i made to her would be broken, but she wouldnt notice. the day was ending we were all outside me, my brothers, my family. my brother had gotten married last july with my cousin. they had an announcement to make. he said "im going to be a dad," we were all happy. in that moment i thought i have to take care of that kid. thats the reason im living. the kid is the reason im alive. He/she is MY RAY OF SUNSHINE.