I can stop running, i cant look back. I need get away.
Away from my surroundings, my home, my friends, my life
Im tired of pretending, Im tired of lying, Im tired of living for others Believing that happiness comes from what we have,
the more money, the more friends, the more lovers the happier you are...thats a lie
All this years believing that lie.
i want to fight it, to go against it.
I decided to stop pretending, stop lying, to stop acting like everything's fine when is not
To smile when i want to cry, to do what people say instead of what i want,
To say yes when i want to say no
Thats why I'm running to get away from that, that's called life I can feel it behind me, chasing me Wanting me back... Im tired, my feet hurt, im almost without air, when i feel like i cant go on anymore
i stumble in front of a giant glass.
I stop there and look at myself for a minute, they always said i was beautiful...
Thin body long straight black hair
shiny green eyes, red lips, white skin,
Wearing fancy clothes fancy jewelry
Always make up...
For them thats beauty..the body I cant stand to see anymore,
I desire freedom to be the real me,
To live for me, to show the beauty of my soul
Without thinking i punch the glass with all the strength i have left.
As the glass shaders I could se a bright light getting bigger
as the glass disappears into nothingness
The light was warm, it took away my fears,
it broke all the barriers in my heart
It gave me strenght to live
I walk to the light towards my second chance...