I WANT TO KILL MYSELF
WHY CAN'T I DO IT?
I'M SO PATHETIC.
AND HELPLESS.
I CAN'T GIVE UP ON LIFE
BECAUSE I'M HOPING TOMORROW
WILL BE MY DAY.
BUT IT HASN'T BEEN MY DAY FOR SO LONG
I WOULDN'T EVEN RECOGNIZE IT.
MAYBE ALL THESE DAYS ARE MY DAYS,
MAYBE THIS IS WHAT I DESERVE.