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4- Let's meet. Again.

Ayla.

Tumakbo ako papasok sa hospital... Nanghihina ako. I need to get my eye drops! Fast.

My sights went blur as I searched for my room and thank god lumabas ata si Ate Van... I don't know who the hell is this person pero pamilyar sya...

"Ayla! Damn it!" He cursed at tinulungan akong makaupo sa hospital bed ko

"T-the E-eye D-drops" agarang sabi ko at rinig ko ang pagkalkal nya sa mga cabinet

"H-here" ninenerbyos na din nyang sabi

I quickly drop some liquid into my eye and god! It pains! Para akong napapaso...

My tears fell... I slowly cried as my eye's were close. How pitiful I am.

Hindi ako makalabas. Hindi ko ma-enjoy ang mundo. I can't have fun at all. And f*ck my life!

Why did I do to deserve such things as this? Did I killed someone? May sinaktan ba ako?

And then here I am again. Total darkness.. I felt the thick curtains coldness as they covered me from the sun's warmth.

This is my fate. My number 1 rule since I was born, and that is... To stay away from the Sun. Like a vampire who's going to melt in the heat, and who's going to be blind from the light.

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"J-jovan?" Tanong ko dahil sa naaninag ko ang isang pamilyar na lalaki na nakaupo sa sofa

"Yeah.. ang gwapo mong bestfriend" ngiting sabi nya at linapitan ako

"Diba may klase ka?" Tanong ko pa

"Tss... School is boring without you" sagot nya at ngumiti naman ako ng mapait

I'am studying as a  12 grade HighSchool student in my Uncle's school. Yeah at this state gusto ring iparamdam sakin ni Papa ang buhay studyante.

At palagi akong nasa likod. Yung upuan na hindi natatamaan ng sinag ng araw dun ang  pwesto ko. At prinoprotektahan din ako nina Uncle sa mga bullying ganyan. Because some students kept on asking me kung bakit daw hindi ako lumalabas sa ground ganito ganyan

Hindi ako nakakasagot pag ganun. Wala akong maisagot. I felt a loud pang on my chest everytime I saw them having fun in the sunny field which I never had.

"Huy Ayla... Saan ka nanggaling kagabi? San ka nagpunta?" Tanong  nitong kaibigan  ko

I just have 2 friends at school. Asha Lou and this guy Jovan Repto. The one who want's to be a doctor para daw matulungan ako sa sakit ko

"Ah.... Bumili lang ako ng smoothies" pagdadahilan ko nalang

"Na napunta ka sa ganoong kalagayan?" Tanong pa nya

Tss.. para akong nasa SOCO

"Gas Abelgas ka ba?" Naiinis kong tanong at tumayo na

"What? Bat ayaw mo akong sagutin?" He added at linapitan na ako

"Shut it Jovan. Smoothies nga... " Pagpupumilit ko

Napaupo sa gilid ng bed ko at naalala ang nangyari kagabi..

Damn! He hug me! He held my hand! He smiled at me! He had treat me on a date! O my god!!!!!

Tumitili akong napahiga sa kama ko na may samang pagpapadyak pa

"Nagsi-seizure ka ba?!" Gulat na tanong ni Jovan sakin

Sinapak ko nga. Tss. Hindi ba nya alam ang kinikilig?! Hopeless romantic kasi ang isang to!