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Epilogue- 11:11 PM

[ Play: All I want by Emma Bale]

Ayla.

Heavy breathing is all that I could hear. The nonstop rushing of all the doctors inside

"Please doc... Save him! Save him please..." I cried

Thoughts of how the other part of me died that night came into my memories

He left me. So sudden.

Paramedics rush him into the ambulance habang umiiyak akong nakasunod sakanila. I never leave his side and I still held in his hand. Kahit na sobrang lamig na nito I'll try my best to make it warm

I need him. Without him I'll be considered dead... He's all I have. Please god save him for me

"I'm sorry Ms. Hanggang dito nalang po kayo" paghahadlang sakin nung nurse

Wala akong nagawa kundi ang maghintay sa labas na umiiyak... I can't bear this pain... I need him badly

Dumating sina Kuya Rey, Kian, Francis, Weyd including Asha at Tamara

We all cried waiting for them to retrive his heart. I prayed so hard that I ended up kneeling while crying infront of the operation room

"He can survive Ayla... He should be." Kian patted my back while his eyes are in urge of tears

We waited for an hour and every minute that the doctors and nurses are in rush to run outside and inside with blood in their hands... I felt like dying

He endured the pain just to chase me and to be with me. Just to make me smile. He did it all just to be with me

Para lahat sakin... The doctor came out from the room at saka dumating ang mga pamilya nya

"wha-what happened doc? O-ok na po ba s-sya?" nanginginig kong tanong

The doctor look down so did my tears marked my cheeks again

"I-I'm so-sorry Ms. Miguel but his highness had died a minute ago July 12 2018 11:11 pm" He stated

Napaupo ako. I felt my heart was torn apart into pieces. It was like a broken glass which had made me bleed so much

I cried so hard that night. I cried so hard... How un-gentleman is he to leave me behind like this?!

Alam na alam nya talaga kung paano ako paiyakin...

I continued my medications just like he wanted... I taked more antibiotics in a day... Been in a chemo for almost 5 hours
And I started to lose my hair

Its day 5 already in this painful battle.

"Hey my princess. If you're listening to this then it means... I already left. Im sorry pero hanggang dito lang ang lakas ng prinsipe mo. I didn't met your expectations Ayla and I felt so sorry for that"

I cried once more as I listened to his recording in my phone. I already miss him so much.

"Remember when I saved your life that day? I think I saw a falling angel, ang ganda mo and I'm thanking your phone by the way sya ang tulay natin para magkita muli"

He chuckled on the last sentence kaya napapikit ako... I will not hear his laughs anymore...

"Ayla believe me or not you had tame my heart so easy... And I fell inlove in you completely. I may not be there at your side physically but my love will always be in your heart. Nung una kitang nakita after five years I said to myself that I will win you back and then have a revenge on you but my plan was not sucessful. Bakit? Because my love for you covered my hatred"

I feel the nurses prescence beside me and needles are making their way on my veins again. I could tell that it pains me but nothing more is painful than not having him around me

"I know that you love me too Princess... You showed me and you made me feel your love. Atleast fight for your illness Ayla in that way hindi ako makokonsensya because I badly want to drag you in the heaven... To be with me..."

Malapit na Yvam... The heartbeat monitor are now changing its beep.
Miss na kita and I can't just live this world without you

" And when you already felt so tired... Kung gusto mo nang magpahinga Ayla. Kung handa ka nang bitawan ang buhay mo, don't be afraid. I'm not telling you to give up your life princess but it really pains me to see you at that state. You, being pale, being so weak, and trying your best just to keep your promise for me I appreciate that already... Thank you for everything. It' s your time to decide... If you want to live love, please live your life the way you like.. And always visit the night sky everynight."

I sighed heavily as my tears won't lessen the pain anymore, hawak hawak ni Mommy ang kamay ko as her tears kept on dropping on it

Mom... I've tried so hard already...

" I'll be right there. I'll be the stars that will give you hope as many as you want. I'll be the stars that will enlighten your wishes. But if you'll choose to go with my path Ayla then I'll also be right here, I'll be your escort and we'll travel up there together... Fuck! I'm already crying here princess "

I smiled as I heard him cursed and laugh. The oxygen that I'm breathing can't no longer satisfy my lungs

Linibot ko ang paningin ko... All of them are here. Even Kira payed here to visit me and Kuya Yves including Kuya Trace with their families

I may not have the time to thank them for lending Yvam's time for me but I'm so thankful at their presence

"Princess... Ayla... I love you. Always. Remember that this jerk and arrogant boy will love you forever. This Yvam Montello will never leave you... I love you"

His last words ended. So did the continuous beeping that I heard in the monitor

"You can let go now sweety... Your heart has been full for so long now, it's time to let it breath" my crying mom stated

I smiled... Naalala nya yung wish ko sakanya na ito ang sasabihin nya sakin kung nahihirapan na ako at hindi ko na kaya

My gaze ended up on the wall clock and my breath was gone. I'm glad that we died on the same time. Fate is still into us.

11:11 PM

For the last time tears left my eyes.
I don't have to fear death anymore. He promised that he'd be there..

We're going to face it together...

Death... It's all our ending.
Happy ending doesn't always tackle about happiness because the truth about it, is tragic.

Death... It's all our ending darling. And no one can escape it.