My bully -âdÿm ÿørbã

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My POV
  Its been almost a month since I've seen adym. Ever since the party, I kind of just shut down. I want to be with him don't get me wrong . But I can't be around him. Ever since that happened, I can't even see a guy without freaking out . I'm too scared. To do anything , to be around anyone. But today I decided to text adym for the first time in a while.

Me: hey...
Papi: hey omg Kimberly I missed you so much. Are you ok? I get t if you wanna stay there still.
Me: I missed you too... and I still do . Meet at in and out?
Papi: yea, be there in 20
Me: ok
 
I was scared but so excited in a way. I go to the bathroom and grab a grey crop top tee that said yuhhh on the picket and some green booty shorts and slid on some blue socks with Nike slides. I put on a little make up and headed out . Ash stopped me . 

"Um where are you going sis?"
"I'm going to in and out to meet up with adym....."
"Oh! Have fun. It'll be ok ."
"I will , love ya."
"Love you too."

   As I headed out the door I got another message from adym.

Papi: I'm here.. you almost here."
Me: uhhh just left the hotel."
"Ok good I thought you bailed on me ."
" oh no no no. I didn't."

   Finally I'm on my way headed up to in and out. As I parked my car I saw adym in his car. Just sitting there on the phone. Then he looked over at me . I saw the biggest smile on his face. I could tell he was really happy to see me . He opened his door and raced toward me . I opened mine and just sat there. He pulled me out and grabbed me and stared into my eyes. I stared right into his. After a moment of silent he smashed his lips against mine. It took me a second to but I kissed back. It felt amazing . Then he separated his lips from mine. I looked up at him with a pouty face and he just smiled. I miss that smile . I really do.

   We ordered our meals and waited on our food. After a while of waiting I heard a guy laughing and it sounded familiar, as I looked around I saw him. My ex Ryan. The one that did you know what to me . I climbed under the table and slid on the inside between the wall and adym. He looked at me confused . I didn't bother to tell him. Then Ryan came over.

"What's up baby girl? How you been?"
"Uhh."
"Awe some one shy?"

"Hey dude leave her the fuck alone. Ok"
"Don't tell me what to fucking do."
"I just did."

       And then within a couple minutes of him saying that adym had a bloody nose. He got up and walked over to Ryan punched him in the gut and threw him on the ground kicking him till he couldn't move. After a couple seconds of that Ryan got back in top of him and started to kick him in his face and punch him and bruised him up all over. I ran up to them  and was able to punch Ryan and get him off of adym. He  was so lifeless . He couldn't move bc he was in so much pain. His eyes were dark black. I grabbed him and lifted him up.  I wrapped his arm around my shoulder and brought him to the car.

   We are on our way back to his house. I gave him an ice packet and cold rags to soak on his eyes and gashes in his lip. He looks pitiful. Even tho he doesn't want to show it I could tell he was crying. I heard little sniffles . I put my hand in his hand and gripped it . "I love you" was all I said . I didn't know what else to say so that's what I said. He fought for me . He almost sacrificed his life for me . He's my everything.

  We finally made it back home. He was getting really tired so I laid  him in his bed. It was only 4:30 pm I get it though bc he just got in a fight. I get up to go in the living room but I felt his warm hands stop me . "Stay with me plz." I couldn't say no. So I laid down beside him  and laid his head on my chest . I stayed until he fell asleep which wasn't very long . I slowly began to get up and walked to the living room. I heard footsteps from upstairs so I kinda froze . Oh thank god it's only ash. I'm sawyers shirt only.

"Did you fuck him?"
"Uhh what?"
"Did you have sex with sawyer?"
"Um plz don't tell dad..."
" I won't. I promise."
"Thanks, it hurts like hell to walk btw."
"Oh yeah I know. How do you think I felt when I lost my virginity to adym?"
"Wow" she laughed .

      I told her about what happened today. She was so shocked. She hung out with me for a little bit and then went back to sawyer . I decided to look through adyms YouTube channel . He made some pretty good videos. I wish I could have made a channel. It seems like so much fun. To have so many people love you and care about you . I didn't really know how that felt . After about 3 hours of watching his videos I started to get really tired . I got up and walked into adyms room . He was till asleep. I laid down beside him and felt his hand grip mine.

"I was waiting for you to come back . You have been gone for 3 hours about . What happened."
"Oh nothing just watching your videos. I loved them babyboy."

   He just smiled. I held him close and cuddled till we both softly drifted off to sleep .

"Goodnight babyboy . I love you I promise ."