What Are Neighbors For

Jelousy Is A Bitch

( This is really really short chapter can't think of anymore Ideas..)

I woke up this morning feeling good inside the thought of Mr.Johnson still came up in my head. So when he called me to baby sit I was happy as ever.

"Hello jade." Josh said

"Hello josh." How were you last night?" I asked quietly

"I was great Jammy was very satisfied with me."

"Good!" I said shyly I wish that was me in the bed with him I said to myself.

"Stop!" don't say that you can't think of him in that way he is a happy married man you don't want to split up a family.

"Umm jade!" Mr. Johnson said breaking my train of thought.

"Yes sir!"

"I need to talk to you in the living room please."

We walked to the living room. Josh sat me down carefully and looked me in the eyes.

"Jade I need to ask you a huge favor!" he said rapidly

"Yes sir go right ahead."

"Ok don't freak out." You can say no if you want to." But, will you help me get ready for my wife regularly when you babysit?"

"You mean get you hard?" I said with a confused voice.

"Yes exactly." Will you do it for me?

"Yes sir anything for you to help your wife out." I secretly loved him touching on me but I did not want to tell him that. It brought tingles to my body. So every night when Mrs. Johnson wanted to pleasure his wife I would get him ready and hard for him to do his job. And every night I left his house after he did what he needed to do to me I could not help but like it more and more and get more jealous of the fact that I am not in the bed with him having him on top of me. But, I knew it would be wrong to gain feels for him he is happily married I kept on telling myself.

" I need to tell him how I feel so i can stop feeling guilty for myself."